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2006-07-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

ok.for the record, i'd rather blog here than in friendster. i just think that the one in friendster is too..well..'open' ? ttz how i felt la.

alrite! i had a great great off day tdy after tt 7 days of straight hellish work. all thanks to my sayang, md imran. n fir. n syarina n rabz(like omg at last she hang out with us!) sayang korang! muacks.

k so here's what we did. ytd i was on PM shift. after work, i changed n imran picked me up n den we picked up fir. den we went to god noes where n we just chill, stuff junkfoods n melted chocolate ice-cream down our throat and watch dvds! it was our dvd marathon night!haha..first we watched the omen..then abit of RV..then Pirated Pirates of the Caribbean n then all 3 kena tembak! but fret not,woke up the next morning n continued with oprah winfrey first followed by Entertainment Tonite n AFV den Garfield!! and all so kopet..haha. it was cool n fun! must do it again one day. again again!

so we went off time matahari nga panas terik. n pit stop to mustaffa centre to get some toiletries. den we drove to my place for me to take my swim suit, n off we went to harbour front to meet up with syarina n rabz. n there i bid goodbye to fir n my sweetheart. in a quest to literally menggelapkan diriku yg sudah cukup gelap n of cuz. to swim!! i love the sea. i love swimming! so it was a girls day out frm then. n pleasantly rabz was there with us! how unusual! but i loike! tt no more pembuih masyarakat! hehehe.. we had fun. took quite abit of pics. snap snap with those timer.ahaha..n those india mari dtg mat2 yg mcm nk cheeky2..cibai~ haha..best best.
n we recollected all the sins we did n decided tt we were quite satanic actually. haha..damn eh. but it was all in the name of fun. (yah rite)

n omg i'm so happy!!! happy beyond words~ like my sweet sweet naf said, smile frm east to west! hahaha..hey naf. i wish i wish! u noe i noe. wohoo! haha..
n ok naponeka lohan, i promise. this time round nyer pay,we WILL enroll for tt bike license aite.we will n we shall. yay yay! n to sanchez ramirez, thanks for all the jiwang mode songs u sent me. haha..esp tt of arie wibowoes' damn eh. i like it! u crazy crazy man. haha..

fri sat sun i'll be doin nite shift. again. haiya. but nvm. money hasinah. money!! n 4 more days nurses! kAh-ching!!!

aite. gd nite. see la now i have to jemur baju. at 0215hrs, damn eh this mum. jahat!
but nvm."ringan2 kan tangan nyer bikin kerja rumah!" IyerLAHHHhh..

ok. bye bye. sayaaang md imran many many even tho u gained 10kg in 4 months. fatty. haha..nah~ but no more tt skinny. thnks to me! the fatty irritetek hAsi. muacks.
n love dana
n love naf
n love kin
n love Q
n love aisyah
n love rabz
n love syana
n love semua la!

ok bye!

n to monn if u're reading this.. "KEPOLLLl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

2006-07-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

i'm gona try out friendster's bloggy blog. till den.. c ya

2006-06-30T17:55:00.000+08:00

will be doing my nite shift tonite. fri-sun. $45 per nite. $135 for 3 nites! wohoo!
den off day frm mon-wed! n a course on thurs! double wohooo! just hope tonite there wont be many many irritating call bells. or i hope got last office or sumtin. tk exciting la. when was the last time i bungkus org? 1month ago? haiya.

anyway. spent practically over 24hrs with imran since ytd n tdy! followed him to meritus mandarin for an interview which i think was a boo boo. den we went to sim. check out when's the next intake n wats the module n fees like..den where did we go eh..oh ya. to taka. dine at siol-gdn. where i met rashidi n his bro, they're wrkin there..den we meet fir. go to caldecott to check out the singapore idol. haha..kiddin. fir went to collect tix for this sat zouk's event. n i cant go! :( wrk wrk wrk, but nvm. at least i'm makin money..enjoy eh imran n fir n whoever is the other 2. den we drove arnd that area n see beauutifuuuul houseS! den we went to westmall to watch superman where i met lixia n her bf oso. hahahah..what a coincidence! den we sent fir home. n we where did we go? go where? go where?
k next!

we had breakfast at west coast mac..the drive thru. n went to gilman's to collect letters..den went back home. n now i'm at home n he's goin for another interview at tamp. damn. duno y izit sooo bloody difficult to get a job, but is ok sayang. dun be so stressed if not ltr u botak licin like lex luther. sayang u many many! now we share share watever we hv ok? even tho u mcm babi hilang kan my newly bought sandals!!!! nabey...but nvm. at least i can shut u up each time u irritate me or wat. $30 awak. can top up minyak ok with $30!!!!!! grr...my sandalllssss =( but nvm. i 4give u my dearest IDIOT. how can u tertinggalkan in the toilet!!!!!!!!!!@? wahlaowei.

k n now i need to slp abit more b4 wrk....gd nite n gd morning pple! anyway to my girl frens... mon nk gi sentosa??! tues ke..wed ke????provided if krg off! hahaha. bye!

Connected.

2006-06-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

yes i'm fine thanks. Work was alrite too. thank you very nice. total for today: 10 patients. and there are 5nurses. 2 SN 3 AN. thanks to our another SN, we AN were safe. if not we'd be deployed to other wards.... phweee...~

i ate too much today. 2 packets of maggi. 1 keropok. 1 jackfruit keras. 4 desserts from AH..rice ayam ketam black pepper which ibu cooked..power power. n my weight pon naik 52kg. power power..!

tmr will be the first day for Fir tutoring my sis..i hope all goes well~

and nurses, do u realize..that some patients..male in exact. if they are terminally ill..their penis will be soooooooo small kiyut miyut like oops..werz the penis? "blended in the scrotum" haha. peristiwa mengayat hati. or how the hell is it spelled..

ok ok. so abang will be going back to camp tmr morning. he's so sick..until he had epitaxis..haiya. susah la org gemuk ni.monstrous!~

ok. at the end of the day. i still love md imran most. heheh. ok bye!

Ridiculous Fancies.

2006-06-25T00:46:00.001+08:00

we ended our day with gruesome & disgusting stories bout how the koreans n chinese loves eating animals..such as kitties, doggies, monkey brains n etc. n the different ways of how people were tortured way back during the romans or egyptian times.. disgusting. All that after we had a late dinner @ changi airport's fish&co! yummy! my tummyfelt desire..mmmp~

started the day with imran..hanging out at gilman's while the property agent which happens to be his old skewlmate..is explaining bout the house stuffs. house up for rent for > $2000. anyone? lol..den we headed to borders to pick dear fir up. sent his fren to bishan n headed to sembawang to pick sexy ridzal up. sexy. as what he'd 'perceive' himself as..literally

and yeap. i cut my hair. again. heh..

"aku mencintai mu lebih dari yg kau tau.." -dewa

beautiful..simply..

i do not have much things to type tonite.. but one thing's for sure.
i hate the pet shop boys now. irritetek.
but i still lub u md imran!

and so, the lingo of the day shall be.. :"MEOOOOOOOOWWW!!!!!!!"

CHALO~

2006-06-23T17:16:00.000+08:00

"and so it is.just like you said it would be.life goes easy on me..most of the time"
-damien rice

so, and so it is, i've met the matron. our 'conversation' went quite well. she was just concerned about my 'health'..or rather. my 'sinus' problem..but i reassured her. i just gotta do what i've gotta do la eh..watever matron. we ended the 'meeting' with a firm handshake..BUT.. after i went out, it was a close door discussion between the matron n another sister. doesnt look good ey..

but wth.. ha

so from now on,i have to becareful of all my actions. if i'm good. now i have to be doubly great. cuz i bet they'll be "closely monitoring" me. well, sort of.

fir is now my 2 kiddo sis private tutor. cool ey..i hope they'll ALL succeed. lol, gona be quite weird tho hv imran's fren @ my place instead of imran! but nvm..imran is all over the place..see u guys tmr!! we're planning to watch world cup together. somewhere. i'm not sure..i lurveee watching soccer with imran. duno y..

imran wanted to meet me tdy..but he needs to do some grocery shopping for his family first at urs truly. mustaffa centre..he's not keen to watch soccer at cck stadium(saf vs wlands wellington) we've watched the great movies.. he wont try sheesha at all cuz there's tobacco..(goody no shoes!) its too late for us to do some shopping at JB. its too late to go sentosa. haha..n i tink i will doze off anytime soon. tired dey. see you tmr aje la sayang..so tdy shall be extra time on the phone lorr~

abang just called up...he'll be comin home arnd 6 or 7..yayness!!!!!! but damn. i haven started his bike for the past 4days..haha..busy la bro..u diy la ltr k.

i'm smelling moneeeey!~ do you?? wohooooo!! its time to shop.AGAIN!

till next time, i lub md imran many many.
miss my girlfrenz many many.
hmm..shall i enroll for that bike license?
mmmm...~

where there is no vision. the people perish.

2006-06-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

guess my lucky stars arent with me now in alexandra. it's the first time i've been to any institution, and 'labelled' as the notorious one.well, so called. damn. n to make things worse, i've got a date with the MATRON tmr at 1pm.

i've this feeling that they wont extend my 'contract' after the 6months probation. in 2 months i've been in the hospital,counselled twice. 'suay-ly' caught n scolded by the nurse educator..even though i'm not the only one at fault.how bad can my record get? hah. kind of sad when i think about it. cuz definitely i wont get the bridging course even if i've worked donkey years. so,i'm anticipating the 'date' later afternoon. let's see what's the outcome. oh c'mon, how co-incidental can things get? wtf,

but as my dear fir & imran said, just think of it.."ur situation aint as bad as ours" in which, i'll agree. positive hAs. remain optimistic. persevere.

today at work, i was so fucked up with a colleague of mine. she has the mindset that, 'this girl's new..bully ah' fat hope my dear... u dont bullshit with me aite tho i'm new. excessively wanting to load my already fully loaded assignments. so nice to tell people off. once in a blue moon... n some of those irritating relatives of my patients. fcuked up sia...feel like giving them a punch in the face. the past few days i've been working..i've been chanting.."fcuk. nabey cibai sia" chanting!! i just cant help it when people are trying to be ridiculous. irritating!

but its alrite, part n parcel of the job hAs..newae,thanks im & fir for the moral & emotional support. hah...n listening to me vent out my anger. "terima kasih eh suara lelaki!" hahahaha...

n to my 2 lovely sis, they prepared maggi & ribena for me! hw wonderful..cuz i told them i didnt even get to sit or drink or eat or pee during work at all tdy..n i was hungry n wanted to cry like TINA. hahaha...but thnks small sistAs. thnks ah eh.

n oh ya..ytd me n my baby tua. dana n abah. we watched 'cars'. it was entertaining la the movie. alot of issues bout the different characters which makes the movie ada 'oomph!'

n i hope imran will get the call soon..*pray hard*
n u poor thing..i'll try to get for u a soccer boot if i can afford aite for the following month.. (his many many shoes many many soccer boots inside a big box was stolen outside his new hse) kecian bebeh..nvm, we slowly beli back k. like the ad mentioned.."sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit!"

-aite, that'd be it for now. till next time i've the time to blog again..c Ya!!

2006-06-15T14:05:00.000+08:00

i grew a muscle in my tetek. really!

haha. k kidding. how can one?

ytd work was damn challenging. as a matter of fact. fckin bz.
hah..i didnt even have the time to do my vital signs, updating of the fall precaution chart n etc. too busy with 3 almost look like gona die men.
but den n again, i've got great colleagues. so, nothing is impossible.
onli got to hv my first sip of water n food arnd 2.30pm. after all that hard work of pushing patient on trolleys to ct scan or ultra sound or endoscopy. n pushing patient's whole bed to the micu. WOW. i grew a muscle in my tetek! lol..

anyway after wrk met up with danabalan in her ward. she's forever late. late going home frm work. perempuan kan.. den we went to my plc..so i can change baju.. den my sayang imran picked us up n we headed to far east. to dine at estelle.. mm yeap. mkn mkn..den i wanted to shape my eyebrow..we headed to J.S where i used to come after such a long time. n heck! danabalan,on impulse, decided to wax her leg! wow! sexy legs u hv now..no more hairy merry bushy wushy! except for tt part..u noe where. lol// den we sent dana off. n me n my smelly masyum boY went to lepak n chit chat..n headed for home.

lub u many many sweety even tho mummy call u setan. ahahaha..u poor boy. lub u. angry pple are like that. they oso setan. muahahaha...ok bebeh..

gtg now. or else i'm gona be late n be crowned the QUEEn of lambatness.

n again, i love u sangkrang manjaristic sexyBuTTy cutIe lIke wHat?!

bye peepz/ i'm getting more boring n monotonous as days passsssssssssssssssss

2006-06-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

finally. i've watched the da vinci code. with my imran of cuz. picked him up frm his work at 10..den we drove to the cathay. not bad a setting. but the temperature was awfully too cold.imran,as i'd love to imagine, had practically turned into ice. it was FREEZING. haha..but i hug u u hug me..ok la. still can survive.heh..

and we headed straight home after that. little did i noe, the damned happened. hah.. mothers. apt to have mood swings n plan devlish things. so luckily imran was wit me. so he accompanied me until the damned end. thank you so much. lub u many many. i dont care what mom said.. but u & i.. i want u onli. hmmpf! irritetek mom. its ok mom, imran n i will just get lost in each others heart. u just dont understand tt i'm just a nocturnal..i love nite.hah..c'mon ibu. get yourself a concession to modernisation.

i have made my bed,n so i shall lie down on it" i noe.

anyway, hopefully imran's interview this tues will land him the job. n pls pls 2 more cars md imran..n u noe i noe. hope tt customer's bank loan will be approved. amin.

n i love u proud father of md zaki. skipping to watch the opening game of world cup just for me n davinci. i will nv forget tt. love u many many. duno how to express it. just see me sigh a sigh of satisfaction n relief. haizzz..

i miss my bro. ns..haiya. more sigh...i miss u bro. i hate the pple in this hse except u even tho u mcm babi. haiya.

orite...time for my cadbury choco drink n bed. gd nite pple.

nursing has been rewarding =)

2006-05-27T15:26:00.000+08:00

oh wow..the past weeks has been kinda hectic. now that i'm working. officially a nurse..in a paying class ward = higher expectations. but its alrite i guess. i'm pleased with it.

its a saturday, already 1530hrs..i just came home frm work few hours ago. but i've got to work at SSC at 1730hrs. i'm soooo tired. havent told sir tt i wont be coming though.. cuz if not he'll get grouchy n yadiya..or should i just work? but i wana go out..k maybe i shud just take a nap n off my hp. so he cant get thru me ltr. haha.. such an asshole. nuff whining..

and omg u guys..this week was such an interesting one for me. let me tell u wat happened. the first day of work was alright..everything went smoothly. i gave this nenek extra TLC..since she was kinda sweet. haha..second day of work,i did last office..this colleague of mine nyer nenek. damn. it was like a real life drama! but it's very sad la...like duh. org meninggal dok. third day. haha..seriously i have to laugh to drive away those nervous-ness i felt on that day. remember that nenek i gave extra TLC? it was my ex boyfriends' grandma. syaiful nazri samarri's grandma. like wow` i'm nursing somebody i despise grandma. hmm..but dont worry pple. i still treat the grandma with TLC even though her grandson mcm nabey cibees. hah..the story goes like this. i was working. den i saw this boy which i thought he looked familiar. den i saw this girl. which tanpa segan silu i believed was the girl. den i realized that the boy was the girl's youngest bro. den we salam2..den i got to noe tt tt nenek was their grandma. den the mom came. n she was very friendly with me. like..mmm..ooo..k.

aiya. watever la...damn, itz 1548hrs now. to work or not to work....nabey la this rasiff. force pple to work. irritating....aaaaargh.. to buih or not to buih. ttz the question..

2006-05-06T02:33:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!!! *sit back n relax*
the after effect of a 1 day johor getaway..
dark brownish..some long..soft..or maybe small pieces..
n so.. can u smelllllll...wat hAsinah is SHIttiiiing !?!!!
heh.. nice. just nice. tdy eat. tdy come out. tmr can exercise.

tdy ibu nyai abg ma n 2 irritating girls went to JB. just us..
susah dpt beb go out together.. but anyway,we had fun. it was fun.
ibu rented this honda odyssey just for the outing. segamat eh..
n as usual, i was the co-driver. my abg the racer. haha.. giler beb..
yg tua2 pat belakang asyik bising2 suruh SLOOOWWWW DOOOWWWN..
kepol! but alhamdulillah..we came hm in one piece safely.
ape ke tk..i duduk depan asyik baca..
"lahaulawalakuwatailabillalilaliyilaziiimmmmm" hahaha
we went to JASCO..tempat ulu seh.. but anyway its nice. much like suntec or even taka. but smaller abit. n as usual, bought a pair of kaca mata. n i bought shoes for workout!!! its a must la... my tummy horrible oreadi. maklum la kan, masih muda.. considered single.. kena sexy sexy. hahahahaha..watever hAs..tk dpt..no la. its for our own good to take care of our body too mah. n we bought ALOOOOOOOOT of food. yummy. including durians. n we ate ALOOOOOT at singgah selalu.. actually ibu wanted to try sheesha-ing..but in the end we were so full that we passed tt idea. how cool of ibu. heh..influenced by her kids..

n my grandma was so cute...cuz abg wanted to buy extra ciggies..so he bought 4. 1 he hold. 1 for me. 1 for ibu. n 1 for nyai. haha..mcm notty girl la this nyai.. very funny..ada ker she kacau her cucu ni with a bdk kuala lumpur yg kerja jual2 exercise nyer products. wahLAU------pun betul..hahahaha..lub u many many nyai! tt guy cute wat!

cant wrk tmr..rasiff gt enuff staffs..so moz prolly i'll go exercise..or..wherever la..

i got this feeling eh.. that itz nt gona work out the way i wanted it to be. bt nta la eh..

eh u guys shud watch 'bujang senang' very verrry funny tau. hahahaha... its a must la. many many lingos to choose frm..hahah..one example..:-
"aku tak faham la krg ni!!!! tapi aku rasa krg pon tk faham aku!!" haha..the way it was said..veri selamba..funny ah..

haiya. hope AH will response to my application. amin aminnnnn...

orite...gd nite pple..lub u pple many many. muacks

2006-04-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

yay! i went to visit the dentist with ibu tdy.. he said i've gt weak gums. must ask the gums to do more exercise such as eat more. k erp. bedek. must hv sufficient rest. dont drink cold drinks. eat more fruits. n yadiya. n he said my wisdom tooth is growing!!!!!! damn. give it 1 or 2 more years..haiya. den he asked me,"do u smoke? No. Drink coffee? sometimes." "but i got sheeshaa~ hee?" haha. nah. i left out the last part.

"....permata engkau la bintang! sanubari ku..kau pujaanku..kau idamanku.."

i love this boy la. full of surprises. even though it may come at the most awkward and nerve wrecking situation. muacks muacks. i'm so excited! heh heh.. k now is 25th already. so 2 more days! weeehoooooo~ i'll call u watever u want. cupcake ke. sweety pie ke. dear ke. darling ke. wateva ke..hah. muacks. kk enuff. better dont get too excited. nanti backfire.. sedih kang!

tmr's a busy day for us girls.. gona meet naf in the morning. go imm buy stuffs. den we're going to dana's place to cook!! main masak2 n 'bersihkan' dapur cik mak dana. hehehehehe!!! den following that, we're going to mdm ong's place to hang out! but i wana meet md gemuk too~ how like that?? =( heh heh.

"pelan pelan...laju laju laju sedap.." "laju laju laju..pelan pelan pon sedap"
"ala kiter tk tau la mcm aner nk describe dia nyer feeling.."

WTF. hahaha..i still cant 4get it ah kin..very funny.. haiya. hw stupid can a girl get?

ok md gemuk we'll wash the car some other time aite? u ah. buat suay..nk cuci je mesti hujan..damn eh. we'll do it on thurs? awak kerja.. dabes pastu ikut kiter gi SSC..pastu go eat..den we cuci car? kkkkkkkkk.

28th april!! the day we've been waiting for. we're going to SENTOSA! likE finally.. n plus! plus!! we'll be celebrating ana's n kin's bdae together gether!weee~ we're gona hv a blast cha bors!

6th may: cdss pple!!!! as in geng kiter aje la. duh! kiter semua ada lunch n movie date ok ramai2? so u all better make it if not i bantai ur tetek n buah peleh! apaper msg syafiq syafiqos atau saya. its on a saturday. so better make urself fckin freee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha..

k lastly..
my name is hasinah n i am sori md gemuk for intruding into ur privacy. but dont worry. once is enuff. so u wont expect the same thing to happen k. heh. ingat. siapa marah2 atau bingit2 kena jual dgn bangla suruh kerja buat tembok. k abaaang... nak beli air! abang nk beli gula gula!!!!!! abaaang nak ice cream!! nak jugak nak jugak!
haha..wa caya sama lu la md gemuk.

k last. i just hope tkde indians will read this. *cross my eyes n hope to eat*

krg ada fikir tk? kalau india yg maha maha maha hitam..pergi suntan..will they get darker? or mmg pigmentation drg da yg ke tahap maksima? n will they hv tann lines? renungi lah soalan saya.. nak tanya..tapi seram. skali drg sumbat muka aku pat ketiak masyum or rambut berbau minyak kelapa drg..mampos kang!

ok no offense. bye! muacks muacks.

2006-04-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

nAf !! tkmo marah dgn hAs la... =(
i didnt noe tt u had to find for the tix.
which was troublesome. i thought u had it.
alalala...... tkmo marah k? cayang naf =) hehe.

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anyway fucked up ah this boy.. such an irritant.
feel like smacking his face. punching him down.
make his nose bleed. see bruises all over his body.
and etc. so fed up. eee!! geram nyer!!!!!
but he is still my munyo munyo md gemuk fren that i adore.
hug dia. hahahahahahahaha.

we went to bedok to play soccer. god noes watz the score.
and awak, after so long nt playing regular soccer, u pancit.
n ur tummy da tk muscle mcm dulu. eee yer... da nk sama geng
dgn i. haha.

and den, like wat any 'business pple' will do.. support their client.
so we went to one of his fren cum client gig over at ecp. onli the both of us.
that band was good. even greater when they sang cokelat's song. nice.
and our plan to hv dinner was cancelled.. cuz his family having a last min plan
to hv dinner at clarke quay. so yea, i just bought mac n yadiya.

thinking watodo tmr. he's wrking afternoon. i feel like wrking ssc..maybe will call rasiff ltr.. haiya. boring man. alrite.. gona bath liao. bye.

and oh ya..to my girls..

imran has this crazy idea.
he plans for all of us dana abah. naf fiq. q wan. kin pi'e. ana naz. nisha. aisha tok jo. during may..maybe 1 may...
we all go feast on fresh seafood over at pulau ubin.
how bout that???

2006-04-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

nitec in nursing: accomplished.
goodbye ite. helo working world.

thnks md gemuk for sending me hm tonite.
and every other nite. hah.. yadiya.

we'll pray together k for the future.
hope it'll succeed. mesti halal....
i love watz left of us now..
i'm learning alot.
alrite..
chao.

start counting the calories hAs!!
u've got a float arnd ur hips!

2006-04-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

AH helo all!! how i miss blogging. having some connection problems la.. but fret not, everything's alrite now.

ibu n me ok already. no fighting. haiya. girls...~

anyway, yaynessss!!!!! 2 more working days n its over! no more student nurse days. wohoo!

oh ya pple. guess wat? i've gained a spare tyre now. current weight=53kg.
damn eh? mcm ada baby dlm perut. hahah.. gotta watch the calories hAs.. but wth.

gee.. when i dont get to blog..its like i've got loads to write. but when i;m actually at it, i dont noe wat else to write.

but anyway, i'm gona miss my girls! no more bbual merepek dgn org lain..it wont be the same seh lau ada kwn baru. hah..nvm. c u tmr bebs.

kk. bye.

2006-04-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

ibu. i just dont understand whats the problem with you.
monday to friday i'm doing my attachment.
saturday is always time out with friends.
and its not as if i'm out clubbing or doing illegal or discriminating stuffs.
and at least before i go out, i helped you with the housework.
i'm just outside with friends. good friends. harmless friends.
just winding down after a tiring week of working.
there is nothing wrong with that.
the issue is just that you dont like me going back late.

and ya..great move tdy ibu.
compare. compare me n the rest of my siblings.
compare. ya like i'm so bad.
oh ya. i dropped out of school. oh ya. i smoke.
oh ya. wateva. i'm not doing all tt.
ya, i'm the most difficult one among them.
always giving you problem. always stressing you up.
I'M THE ONE.
mcm wth.

u're always threatening me..if i misbehave you're gona send me to dads'
yadiya..
abeh kalau dia pergi johor mlm2 buta. pergi overnite pat beach.
pergi smoke pat umah.. tkde apaper.
c'mon ibu. wats with coming home late??

and you question me when i shop.
just to freshen you up ma'am.
i have nt been asking any money frm you since like 2months ago.
at all.
you dont even spend on me.
ya, like when was the last time u bought stuffs for me??
donkey years? ok maybe the last time was tt baju.

yes i appreciate you feeding me. cooking for us.
but i just dont understand whats ur problem.
hah. i wont be surprised if what happened when i was in sec3 happens again.
ibu ibu..i love u. but we just cant click.
and god damn it. stop comparing.
its irritating.

and if you're to scold me bout not going to religious classes.
ibu, whats the use if i go there with no interest?
i no its mandatory to learn more bout islam n the stuffs.
but i noe and i will noe when i'll be ready. i will go learn eventually.
forcing me is no use. i'll just be dragging myself and not be keen in it.

urgh.

thank god i'm graduating in 3weeks time. its high time i'm gona be super independent.

i wish..i wish...

2006-04-01T13:21:00.000+08:00

sayang sayang md gemuk very much !!
kiss dia.

2006-04-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

salam sejahtera dan selamat bertemu kembali pada edisi minggu ini:-

"adakah fakta ini benar bahawasanya bangla mempunyai 'lower pain treshold' daripada rakyat yang baik lain di dunia ini?"

saya hasinah bte md su'alman akan mambawa anda meneroka ke dlm alam dan tradisi bangla masa kini zaman 2020. bersama saya pada hari ini adalah encik md gemuk.

hAs: slmt dtg encik gemuk. masa anda bersama kami amat dihargai.

gemuk: YENNA!!! ini semua tkda masalah..

hAs: *aik. pekat beb telo dia*

hAs: saya difahamkan bahawa anda baru sahaja memeluk agama islam? apakah yg membuat anda melakukan sedemikian?

gemuk: oh. cerita panjang. tapi saya pendek kan. pendek kata.. semasa saya bekerja di tepi jln..bersusah paya saya membuat tembok..saya terpaku memandang kesuatu arah.. .... ..

hAs: maaf. kamu sedang buat tembok sekali kamu terpaku? adakan anda cedera parah??

gemuk: innadey! mesti mesti mesti hey!

hAs: apakah yg berlaku selepas itu?

gemuk: saya rasa tuhan amat menyayangi saya. kerana paku itu telah calarkan jari telunjuk saya,saya menangis. saya terlihat satu titik darah di jari saya. saya menangis!! menangis!!

hAs: oh! sampai begitu sekali? apakah yg terjadi selepas itu?

gemuk: aaah.. *memberi senyuman manis* seorang missy dtg ke arah saya..dia melafazkan sesuata kata yg suci sekali.." lahaulawalakuwatailabilalilaliyilazim..bebeh are you alrite?" lalu dia hulurkan satu plaster kpd saya.

hAs: aah. idea yg baik sekali.

gemuk: yenna! sangat baik! saya tertarik hati kpd missy itu. dan kami berkawan
semenjak itu. skrg saya tidak lagi kerja membuat tembok malah saya bekerja menjual kereta.

hAs: alhamdullilah. baik la. saya gembira sungguh utk anda skrg.

gemuk: *kepala goyang*

hAs: terima kasih.

hAs: berakhirlah edisi minggu ini. dan fakta tentang bangla itu adalah...*pusing ke arah camera*.. BENAR!!!

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grouchy-ness

2006-03-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

because of you..i didnt get to have a sumptuos breakfast.
because of you..i was grouchy for the rest of the day.
because of you..i find it hard to look at my brown empty wallet.
because of you..i'm a papa kedanaaaaa....

i was so miskin..
you should hv known better than to steal money frm me.
you never thought about me you just thought about you.

and now i cry in the middle of the night..
cuz i've no more money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

because of you..i'm so broke.
because of you i tried my hardest to keep my stomach happy.
because of you i regretted nt spendin da whole money ytd wen i was out wit md gemuk
because of you..lucky you never take anytin else except my money.

because of you.. i haramkan the money..
because of you.............................. ............. ....

*haiya. let's do the 1 minute of silence thingy for my stolen money. you poor money. i could have made good use of you man..use you to buy myself great food. maybe even get a seafood platter for 1 at FISH&CO. or use u to top up my now zero valued ez link card..or top up my prepaid yg dabes. or get myself a new pair of skewl shoes. or use it to top up minyak for md gemuk.or simply catch a movie with it. urgh!*

stupid pencuri. org tengah bersusah payah kerja..mandikan nonya2. hantar nonya gi toilet.. kasi nonya makan. layan nonya yg mcm nk stenga mampos..sekali hamba org atas mana je yg curi. damn eh. damn damn damn!! nk curi pon curi la time org da dpt gaji ke at least. bodo. bodoh sangat! grr. the work of an insider. wat kind of missy are we cultivating?!! missy pencuri?!!! har! har! har!

tum seh piar reh heh piar reh heh piar reh heh!!!! inney yenna pundek malika yennadey! cih!

anyway, sorry eh dana jakob. i was grouchy. den oso abit kong ajar twrds u. sebab mcm petty nyer grouchy. sori eh mak. lain kali buat lagi. n thnks for the bk meal. dun worry. besok org pay back..cian dana. haa..
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went hm after work to freshen up and den meet md gemuk up over at tracom. got match.
ya. first time i went out with a super 'kosong' wallet. bodo betul. bodo sangat. but anyhooosss...we lost the match. 2-1. stupid ah..the substitutes arent performing. bantai sikit muka drg. and of cuz..md gemuk scored tt one pathetic goal. haiya. asyik kalaaah je..tk best la camni.

oh ya. side track jap..haha..the time i reached hm after work..cuz i'll be going out w/o money kan.. first time beb, kluar jln2..bawa water bottle..bikin air teh sendiri!! hahahaha. damn eh hAs.

ok back to wats happening..after match, this md gemuk got some allergy reaction. he scratched like nobody's business! seram jugak sak..its like having lotsa visible goose bumps and mcm badan kena serang dgn 1juta nyamuk. k la. too much i tink. maybe 30 sumtin? ya..mm.so we rushed back to his hse..suruh gemuk mandi air sejuk.. soothing sikit. i think its either the food he ate or the field grasses. scaryyyy!!

ate at his place..as usual..his nenek was nice n welcoming. the maid was super nice n friendly..ahahahaha..ah yes. if onli i own a camera or was holding on to a camera just now..damn eh this md gemuk..hahaha..after shower he applied alot. i repeat. ALOT of powder on his body. get this. legs. hands. FACE. ttz the funny part seh. hahaha...gemuk...awak ni mcm baby la. mcm tepung gomak. haha..like ur younger sis said.."muka imran mcm zebra crossing!" hahahahahahahahahahahhahaha...cute..

ok la..u guys next time come back n read again k. gtg call md gemuk rite now.. bye kengkawan..eh on second thought. i feel like wana terberak. hahaha...ah yes. dana..ingat tk tadi.. heh. i farted at an uncommunicative nonya's face. tehee!!!!
but not so near. about 50cm away la k.but dont worry. tkda bau k. lol.

k bye. muacks!

2006-03-17T21:17:00.000+08:00

"the race is finally ending. sort of. we're nearing the finishing line. *everyone's roaring up* the tough obstacles are over and done with. ok. maybe not quite yet for some. the next 5 weeks should be a smooth sailing journey. hopefully. our productive efforts recognised by some. *touched* aaah. stop it "

25 more days nurses. or rather, as quoted by imran;
-immitation nurses-

*shakes head*

"i wanted life to be this way. just a little bit of love can mean so much.
oh pls dont take it all away. with you heaven is close enough to touch "

sayang awak many many. even though you and i are broke la kan..tkpe la. demi anak kiter.
hahahaha..k rubbish. ttz just the car. dammit.

haiya.

eh. commonwealth world record. has not been speaking to ibu since monday.

hasinah. come on hasinah..... get rid of that ego.

berat mata memandang.
berat lagi mulut bersorry.
heh.

nvm. drg pon kong asam. gi family chalet nv even tell me. i'm the only one yg tk tau. kong asam kan. duit pon tk bagi. nasib baik ada bapak. ada gemuk. hmmpf.

grandma bought mango for me. syg jugak dia pat cucu.

k la. enuff. now gona go do my current hobby... ::

rogol orang.

haha..k bedek.

campak campak kucing.

hahaha.
k seriously.

hobby baru: rogol orang.

apaper go to my new blog site.

www.kaurasaakurogolorgtak?.com

ok bye.

2006-03-16T11:08:00.000+08:00

well,here i am again after quite awhile nt blogging. its my last week in medical posting..after tt we'll be doing surgical posting at ward 11,a.h. 5 more weeks n ttz tt! heh..

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to md imran:-

you're soooo done with ns now. (p.s: ytd was his last working day..nw it's leave clearing time till 27april)ord oh~ well,u better start planning ur life properly frm now on. go study some more. cuz there wont be any more 2days work 2days off for u to enjoy. haha..hw slack police can be. watever it is, i'll owaez be there for u to show me ur stress look aka tt org cina yg tk tau dia giler tapi mmg dia giler kinda look. hahaha..funny. aiya. so this is it..wohooooooooooooo~

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well i had fun ytd. it was our 'go public' day. haha.. cuz he had to send back the rented car..it was due. now when the heck is this gen2 gona be ready...so long..
anyway,after work ytd,dana me n him went back to my place..rilek2..den we went out. dana off to meet abah..me n him go tanglin to kick some ball. i luurrveeeeeee the field there..n the wind. n the nature..so beautiful n peaceful.by the end of tt 90minutes..the score was 4 all. 3 of the shots was frm urs my truly..heh. but *smack imran's head* although u were good. u were also not good cuz u missed quite alot of opportunities to score. urrrrgh. how frustrating.hahahaha.. n den we had to walk out of tt place to the gleneagles bus stop..it was already 7++pm..so dark. so eerie...
went to gleneagles to get some drinks cuz this boy gona die of dehydration. k quick. give me ur wallet! haha..
took 105 to far east. ate the hor fun at puncak. went to lido..bought strawberry milkshakes..yummy! headed to the bustop for home..

k promise with our little pinkies..what we're gona do when i get my gaji k. fish&co. u buy u. ahahaha.. but when the hell am i gona get tt gaji?! haiya..

kk. itz 1130 already. gtg get ready for work....

oh ya.

ibu. i'm so pissed off with u. with the kids. with all of you.

wateva.

2006-03-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

"eew..got blood! ewww~"

"eh dont say like tt ah.."

familiar? heh. i've just watched one of the clips frm tt nyp 'short stories'.
funny man. tickles my urinary system. makes me wana pee while laughing. ha. the things people do wont fail to amaze us eh?

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gemuk sent his car to the workshop. n wat a kah ching shocker. the total cost for his n tt lady's repair was $6000!!!!! n wat a dope. he cant claim all tt frm the insurance company. so he has gotta fork out $2900.. oh man. ok gemuk. nxt time let me do the driving. u just buckle up n sit tight! hahahahaha.. bla bla hAs.

oh shuttup.

i came home frm work feeling so happy and satisfied with myself.
wei she ma?

because..

this patient of mine..he actually smiled n laugh abit with me! only me! and he had regained his appetite tremendously! wat a success hASinah. syabas.

he was admitted with multiple medical conditions. loss of appetite. heart disease. hypotension. gallstones. and etc. so he must have been super down. he was la in fact. the past weeks..he was such a pain in the ass. but now,he's just one old demented nice ahpek. haha.....dammit. i love demented abit sot in the head patients. brightens up my day.

tdy's morning shift was not busy at all. which was quite impressive n a wow. normally it'd be sooo hectic. layan perangai satu2.

anyhooooosssss...

i had to drag my mind body n soul back to the simei campus. just to GET A NEW PASSWORD FOR THE E-PORTAL. bodo betul...urgh. but its ok. at least i'm over n done with the cca records thingy.

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mdm ong has assigned us to do a case study each. only difference is that we need not waste our time just writing..we just need to show her our interventions for the patients..which i think is better. i love mdm ong la. ha

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ibu n me..haiya. duno wats wrong with her. everytime wana get grouchy with me.watever la ibu.as long as u're happy.u nv cook for me oso nvm. as long as u give me my pocket money can liao. hahaha.. abeh.... haiya. susah la pompan2.

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a friend of mine just broke up with her 2yrs6mnths+++ bf.. wth betul.
tt guy said "i dont see a future with u.." n like ya..like as if he will see a future with this girl he's dating who is 18. jobless. n not skewling since god noes when. dammit betul. wats wrong with all the matair..*smacks forehead* relationship sucks eh. tu la..."apa mau matair??" hahahah.. erp bedek onli.

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gemuk! i wana watch southpark! u're such a lousy host! bantai u den u noe. grrr.
tonite awak nite shift. same with naf. wonder how she's doing. ltr shall sms her. heh heh heh..... "naf...aiyoooo..ada hantuuuu pat linen room!!! pat toilet!! pat cubicle!! pat sini pon ada hantu.......hantu nyer hAs la!" hahahahahahahahah....

tdy is..

6 march work
7 march off
8 march off
9 march work
10march work
11march off
12march off
13march work
14march clear leave.

u've got to plan well wat ya gona do after ord beb. its good to start finding a part time job first b4 any one of ur application gets accepted..u noe. just in case. ok ok u noe watodo.

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just wondering.. how are these people doing..

-my dad
-his relatives
-my secondary skewl mates
-rajaratnam

k erp. tt last one was a lie. hah.

k la. gotta go do the laundry rite now. sibok tau......................

chao bebehs. i'll entertain u guys with more lame things to be read tmr or tmr tmr or tmr tmr tmr k.

bye.

2006-03-05T15:20:00.000+08:00

freak. how forgetful can i get? i totally forgot my password to the ite e-portal n it's a sunday! n i think tdy is the last day to key in our cca records. damn. i hope they'll extend or sumtin..so i can call the school admin tmr. damn eh.

spent my morning at mujahiddin with family. i bet it'll be a weekly affair sak. ibu suddenly got more stern. must be the stress level. ha.. apaper la bu.. as long as u're happy.......... haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............ but anyway, i'll just share with you guys wat i've learnt. the bit part. cuz most of the time i was busy munching away n looking outside the window. heh.

ok. kalau perempuan ni dtg haid. abeh lama2 haid dia abes. lets say during the asar period n obviously b4 maghrib. beh dia da mandi hadas semua kasih bersih. dia kena solat berapa rakaat??

4 rakaat sahaja? (asar)

anda.....................salah!

dia kena solat .. 4 + 4 rakaat = asar + zohor.

aaah...tak tau kan? aku pon tk tau! haha..tu la. solat kemana. org kemana. banyak betul dosa aku eh.

ok enough.

yesterday kan gemuk n me went to tt career fair. apparently the prison thingy nyer application was overwhelming eh.. cian gemuk. nvm. cross our eyes n hope u'll get it. in the meanwhile, just prepare something to fall back on aite.. and they've got nothing for nursing except for all those overseas universities. hmmp. tk dpt la beb. duit gue tkder. haha..

i'm feeling quite jimdandy rite now because of wateva. love it love it love it! haha

tmr gemuk gona send his baby to the workshop for major repairing. kereta dia main bola la..abeh buat heading..babtu kemek. erp. anyway hope it wont exceed $2500-$3000. haiya. i just dont get it. this insurance thing. leceh. so in the meantime while waiting for his baby major op, he'll get a temporary baby. he's praying so hard tt he'll get an alpha romeo.. erp. gemuk sayaang.. tkmo berangan eh.. awak hantar kereta proton..abeh nk dpt alpha romeo. *chuckles* kelakar la gemuk ni. bantai u den u noe. n sori i cant accompany u..morning shift la.. eh. speaking of which, tmr naf nyer nite shift! too bad she's not paired up with me. damn. da tk boleh kacau dia hantu hantu!! hahahahahaha

ok. lets end this shitkick entry on a boring sunday. go watch gilmore girls.

n p.s- gemuk!! i wana watch southpark!! burn it!

2006-03-04T17:15:00.000+08:00

tell ya the truth, i'm still so hyped over that franz ferdinand concert! haha. aiya. come to spore again pls. i'll wait. ya. wait long long...

just finished reading sidney sheldons' morning noon n nite. fabulously intelligently superbly witty-ly written! 2 straight days of reading it! my nxt book shall be tt da vinci code. cant get my hands on it. gotta wait la..
not quite of a bookworm la. all these mysteries turns me on. u noe.. mcm kena aroused. hahaha..

so lets see, half my day was spent on finishing the book n watching movies on 5. 'the insider'. great. and i'm still so kopet n unfresh n wateva. gemuk called me arnd noon. he said ibu forgot how to teach me to wake up while sleeping. haha..but in actual fact,i was awake but onli reading. mmm..sori babe. heh heh..now i can irritate u again and again. n again. how sweet of me to give u tt short break. k wateva hAs.

its 5:30 now.. gotta meet gemuk over at suntec at 6:30 n i'm still kopet. oops. hahaha.. ever heard of "i'm gona be late?" we're gona go to the career fair.. find out more bout the jobs available in spore. as for me, i need to find out how i can not be a nurse. but hv to be a nurse. but still, its nursing. huh?

well, got 2 more weeks till the end of medical posting. n we can say hellllo to surgical..so excited. then we're graduating! gona miss the girls la.. haha. all our bad habits n dirty lines..

"alamak..gatal ah ************..bulu nk grow"

haha..so common. n all our gossips. n helping our friends in need. n remember those arguments in school? fond memories. but our most classic..

"eh,jap. block aku jap. seluar dlm terselet ah.."

hahaha..everybody does tt ok..

k la. better get ready now if not....i'll hv to walk super fast frm my hse to the mrt. frm the cntrl stn to suntec. all these is equivalent to SWEATING. yux. speaking of walking fast..i'll owaez remember nadia.hahaha..she's owaez panting when walking with me. my normal speed is too fast for her. hahahahahahhahaha...cute ah nadeh tu.

ok la pple. bye.

2006-03-03T01:00:00.000+08:00

It was only during the later part of the A&E attachment today, when the day is finally ending, when initially i decided that A&E was a bore, I felt a kick working in the A&E. why? cause i bloodily fed my eyes tdy. mostly due to minor industrial accidents. not forgetting all the fractured bones. fmr a primary school boy to a poor thing bangla whom fractured his collar bone badly. i repeat. super badly. should look at the x-rays.. eeee.

but the more gore, the better i'd say. it'll give you tt shiver. there's the kick! watching the doctor stitching up a bangla's big toe which was about to seperate into half(just imagine the blood oozing out)..so cool. that's one of the reason why i'm interested to join nursing. haha. when i think of it, i should hv answered them differently when they asked y i wanted to join nursing.. not the usual answers pple would give.."to care for patients..help em..the elderly.." yadiya. should hv answered, "cuz i love bloody n gory stuffs..the actions..for example nearly dying patients being resuscitated n all that. that's y i wana join nursing!" hahahaha. wat say u?

but actually there's one bloody stuff which is so not cool.
ThE Big P.

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damn. i'm hungry. abanggg... i want macdonalds!!

me excited for BPB. he'll be ORD-ing soon. 14 march here he comes! you're a free man now gemuk. but dont action action.. damn eh. he's been referring to me as 'nurse immitation'. i'm joining u too la BPB.. graduating soon. soon. soon enuff. ah gemuk tdy working with siao on. hope u hv a hell nite gemuk. thnk u veri nice. pls say.." my name is md gemuk n i am ____" what's ur high/low tdy? heh.

hungry la. hasinah hungry already..

gemuk pissed me off tdy. irritant. such an idiot. "you ighdiot!!!!!!"- napoleon dynamite. hahaha. sometimes i do wonder why i can be friends with this BPB. the so called jokes i've to listen to everyday. hmmp. "my soul feels so tormented.." hahaha. but then and again, isnt tt what friends do most of the time? lame jokes. irritating jokes. and yadiya...

f- fun
r- rowdy
i- irritant
e- enjoyable
n- not normal
d- dickheads
s- sickening
i love my friends!! *big hug* ?!@4#$@$

but itz ok BPB. i like u still even though.. you noe.. you mcm tk betul sikitkan.. hahahaha..takla. ok magic word.. "my name is md gemuk and i am ____" fill in the blanks pls. heh. "wont somebody get me van damme?! cuz i dun think he gives a damn! hah"

me tummy grouchy.
a hungry lady. makes an angry one.
heh..

eh.
ok la.
i better go nw.
bye bye, munyo munyo!

2006-02-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

attachment in alexandra A&E dept. tmr.. hope itz gona be fun.

anyway, watched final destination 3 with gemuk ytd. the movie aint tt great..
waiting to watch munich. money money....~

argh. work was ok la just now. work with wa-wa. nt tt fun.. hamila's small bro having quite a prob in life..poor him.

cant wait to end this course..2 more months man. faster!!

ala, nxt time i'll update again. tired.

hAs to lala land meetin some wet/horrible/scary dreams soon.

nite pple. muacks.

2006-02-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

monitor went boinkers. so i hv a cpu n internet n stuffs but with no monitor. anyway, i'm blogging from a friends' place rite now.

oh yes. how was the franz ferdinand concert oh hAs?

SUPERB!!!!!!!!!! had soo much fun. naf n fiq was madness. imran was a shocker. haha..quite a dancer. like woa. hot..

attachment in Alexandra now.. skills are ok. mdm ong maybe a bit grouchy now n den but itz alrite. pregnant woman...u noe. haha.. but she's still so much fun.

so far in less than 2 weeks, 2 bloody fucked up grouchy patients who's bloody sick dying bastards yelled at me at different occassion. babi. couldnt get what they wanted n i became the victim. i noe its part n parcel of being a nurse. service line just like ibu said.. but still. itz so fucked up man. gi mampos pon baik. grr...

ok ok. life has been great for me. happy. i'm happy. everybody happy..

oh ya!! how can i forget.. last thurs evening. me n imran got into an accident along jln bukit merah while we were INNOCENTLY on our way driving 60km/hr to get some macdonalds milkshake..a stupid S76 lady driver driving a toyota rav 4 suddenly jam braked n suay-lly we didnt manange to brake in time n hit her.. bodo!!! had to compensate her arnd 2000+ bucks plus. dammit. dammit lady drivers. fcuk. luckily nobody was injured. but imran's car was like damn of the damn..the bonet n bumper kemek nk mampos....aaaaaaaarghhhhh..stress.ok la..watz driving w/o any accidents rite..

aah..gona go join em watch soccer now.

anyway, to these wackos.... i duno how else to help.

f,pls understand her n just dun irritate her. u shud noe her well.
n,pls dont be too stubborn n be more 'flexible'

ok i love both of u..no la. onli my girlfren more. haha..

okok. back to membantai imran n bandage his buah peleh. bye

2006-02-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

just came back frm jln2 with the usuals. my day started with waking up just to cough out my phlegms. itz greenish fyi. haha. den i helped the kidos with some net stuffs. kids nowadays. 'up sikit!'.. following tt, watched 'cheaper by the dozens 2' with the kidos. it has been a dvd marathon ever since..ever since YTD! haha. damn eh. baru satu hari..da mcm satu tahun. muahahah. the movie was ok la. bleh tahan. just a normal family kinda movie. lepas tu kan, baru ingat masa. hah. kinda late for my meeting with kin at AH. gona visit susi. she's diagnosed with gastroentritis. poor thing man. kena poke alot of time. we bought for her this 'get well soon' balloon. so cute siak..

went queensway for a shortwhile. just to buy some studs. i bought stars this time round. but just a small one so can wear during attachment. haiya. speaking of attachment..this monday back to nuh. urgh.

we ate at far east plaza- estelle ?? the food was nice i guess. not tt bad la. den headed to tanglin mall. naf's & syafiq's paradise. hahaha..i just wonder how the hell they can find so many interesting thing dwn there...haiya. this abang.!!

chingay was colourful!! n the music was superb. hah..just walked n walked. oh yes! as on today, 4 feb..we went to house of condom! hahaha.. first time babe. kinky giler. all the different condoms..then there's the edible bra n panty in cherry flavour.."i wonder..." the DILDOS! there's one which is in silent mode. got so many stuffs la..mcm the adult version of toys'r'us! cool cool. n jakun jakun.

in the end, there were only 5 of us left. me. another couple. another couple. naf's & dana's. we ate at ljs cineleisure. n laughed ALOT listening to syafiq's story..n abah's story..n reinventing our own story..'putting the characters to life!' heh. the train ride home was funny too. kudos to syafiq ah. haha..he's the man! naf became speechless. hahaha.."abaaaaang~"

aiya fun ah. but i'm looking forward to 2 things. imran coming back. n franz ferdinand concertoooooooooooooooo! excited la. hahahah..naf oso going. yay yay!!

n yes. i ate this lemon gelato which is available outside lido..heaveeeeen dok! mmm.."sedap sampai menjilat kaki"

*moans*.........aaaaah...nice.nice gelato.

2006-02-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

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well actually i added this picture into the entry cuz.. for so damn long. there hasnt been any new picture. so here's a picture. "Adding more colours to life"

its 0041hrs in the wee hours and i'm still up. been facing the comp since 2230hrs. i tink. i'm sleepy. but i dont wana sleep yet. the super super productive cough n flu i'm having gives me headache. didnt take the medication i got ytd at the doct.. hate medication. haha..so much for being a nurse. to err is human... almost everything i ate went down the toilet bowl. and ibu was quite bingit with me. who wouldnt? ha..
she asked me to fold the clothes in which i would normally finish in 10mins..and then to hang the laundry..in which i'll finish it in 10mins too.in total=20mins of doing the laundry. but oh damn. i was too tired n tired..it took me the whole afternoon. heh..actually i hung the last piece of damn cloth at 2200hrs. crazy. i'm just too tired to move..wana sms oso got no energy.

enuff blabs about me. still got 3 more days till attachment. again. urgh. so tired of it actually..nk mati boleh. can someone pls..bantai me? md imran will be glad to do tt. but erps. too bad napoleon. u beat pedro. u go prison. ah rubbish.

napoleon's gona go thailand in like..a few more hours. sian ah.................. for 4 days. come home soon napoleon. pedro gona miss u.

alrite. bye all. muacks.

a boring new year sunday.

2006-01-29T18:27:00.000+08:00

woke up arnd 8:20 to the sound of sms frm my hp. it was imran.. the berangan boys has got a match against sherman's team at NTU. 0930am as they say. but everyone is always late. imran picked me up frm hm..we were the first to reach. i've to admit. i was darn sleepy though. but the idea of meeting up with imran after 1 week of not seeing..hmm. u noe~ futhermore he'll be going to thailand on the 3rd for 4 days. sad. cant imagine how strongly i'm gona miss him man.

haha. u people must be thinking.."What the hell is this 2 monkey doing? are they frenz or wat? or are they in a relationship?"

we've no strings attached. we're friends. or more than friends. but we're not in a relationship. we're free to do anything we want. i guess. but we're friends. geddit? no? den dont bother. hah.
just be happy for us 2 crazy monkeys la. i like us. but i hate us too.

so hows my left butt doing?
pretty well. but not darn well. i've got to place pillows while sleeping. if not it'll be painful. so wat i'd do is lie down in a prone position. bad for the spine. but watodo. the haematoma is still obvious n fugly. pain ah..

ok so today i noe again. wat a small world we've got. ridzal sis is ana's pri skewl mate. small world. n that the bapok frm geylang happens to be imran's good fren now aka ridzal. haha.k erp. bedek. small world.. everybody u noe seems to be linked with another somebody u noe. this is called busybody. itz all about the body. hah. lame. shutup hAs.

got to noe tt ahpek's n the smart one's didnt work out. dont worry ahpek. there's still plenty in the sea. n it'd do u good if u freaking take out tt gold chain u're wearing arnd ur neck. *duuush!!*

feel like doing some skin dipping tonite. mmm.. skin dipping in the baby's basin at my hse. ahahaa. k wat a stupid idea hAs. u wun fit la bloody hell. muahaha.. no la. actually today i felt like going for a swim at sentosa or sumtin. but everybody's kinda busy. so just stayed hm n became glued to the comp. n busy smsing imran about our stuffs. my luggage frm penang is still unpacked. just soo lazy to do it.. can pls somebody do it for me?! pls.

my big bro changed his RXZ to wave. alamak! bodo kaper?! tt is soo not nice. urgh. i hate wave..aiyo ama apa ilek?!!!!!!!!! i duno wat to say to tt big boy la. smack forehead onli la.

itz nearly the end of january now. so fast. so many things happened last year. the new people i met n still stay in touch with. like duh? who else if not imran n frenz. imran. u're so fcuking special.
"watever makes u happy. watever u want. u're so fcuking special. i wish i was special.." hahaa...yea wateva.

anyway, i love this song by radiohead: permanent daylight. if u listen to this while u're travelling..and missing sumone..it'll be superb... like the time i was in penang..

n ooooh yes. abang n me took revenge on our 2 younger sis just now. cuz both of them are known to be so lokek with their things with us. esp food. we ordered mcdonalds just now. n we didnt even offer them any. ahahahahah..shud look at the expressions on their face. weee hoooo weee!!!!!!!!! jahat. i noe. but hu cares? once in awhile...heh..

now dana is sendin me pics in penang frm her camera. alot. n oh damn..haha

k la. ibu noisy ah..gota clear my luggage. bye pple!!

2006-01-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

finally back home in singapore. the trip to penang was fun yet not fun but then and again, i wouldnt dare say it was a wasted trip cuz of all the frenz. had fun ourselves..

the hostel was quite a shock. we thought that gleneagles medical centre would provide us with a nice hostel to stay in. but damn. once penang, always penang. the hostel is something like a shop hse. or like they call it, 'bungalow'. the hse looks like the fcuking frm 'the maid'. hah.. i shared a room with 8 other girls. ours has 10 beds. as in,5 double decks. mcm bilik bangla..

alrite. i'm not saying all penang pple arent nice. but some are just so narrow minded. shit. some gives us the impression that we're not welcomed. itz like.."sporeans..action. bla bla bla" shit. when they're nice. they're super dooper nice. when they're not, they're simply not. especially that ward 6 sister...feel like smacking her face n tt SN face. bloody shit. malaena betul.. but nvm. dont bother dont bother..

shopping in penang is somewhat similar to shopping in spore. only thing spore has NICER things..duh. but the food in penang is nice la..not bad. but the VIEW in penang..SUPERB. i like. in penang i dont do cloud watching. instead i do 'mountain' ..or ok la. 'hill' watching. SOO NICE!!!
we oso went to batu feringgi..the journey there was like a roller coaster ride. the route..mcm naik roller coaster. dijamin gerek. heh..

what else did we do in penang besides slping eating working shopping? basically ttz it. great life. but tiring. cuz we wake up at 6+ in the morning. work at 8. till 4pm. go hm. get ready. usually by 6 we go out jln2. for the whole of one week we've been doing tt. n in penang, we did ALOT of walking. 3km per day?? no wonder all the veins at the back of my leg are showing. time for a proper urut. n best part of the trip..

dear frenz,
pada satu hari..hari friday afternoon..our lunch break during attachment was at 1pm. so i was too tired to eat. instead i went back to the hostel n took a nap. Q slept beside me too. for tt 1 hour of sleep..it was heavenly la. so when it was nearly 2pm, they woke us up. i slept with my socks on btw..so i woke up, tied my hair..took my teh susu ice power tu..n made my way down the staircase.pendek kan cerita..i slipped n fell..18 long steps down to touchdown. for that few seconds of falling dwn, i bet i kept the adrenaline in my body pumping like hell. n images of those geront patients of mine coming to the hospital with hip fractures or anything flashed thru my mind mcm slideshow beb! thnk god i didnt sustain any open fracture or sprain my ankle or anything. but my left butt bruised. as in those blue black purple red bruise. the size of a clenched fist. haematoma.. i wana go to a polyclinic asap. got a few things to check. my butt. my eyes. my nose. eyes cuz i'm having some kind of sore eyes. sincerely brought frm penang to homeland. n my nose..i think i'm having rhinitis. somekind of blocked nose cuz of accumulating fluid..may get worse until i cant taste or smell food i think. but not yet la..not till tt bad now. cuz nw my left nose is super blocked. when i sheesha,the smoke nv comes out frm tt side. funny. i noe. but not funny if it'll lead to serious conditions... haiya.

ok la. i'm so tired to cont'.. gd nite u guys. muacks

2006-01-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

its a saturday. the sunny side up!! hopefully the weather will be merciful on us.. will be going off to penang tonite. but some of us are meeting at arab st for a short sheesha session first. dad will be sending me off. thnk god.. cuz i cant imagine taking a public transport with my luggage. its sad cuz imran cant send me off. working night shift.. sibuk onli.. anyway, i'm nt done yet with my packing. tired ah.. like lazy to pack. hah. duno hw many shirts to bring.. n still deciding.. hmm.. shud i bring panty or just those disposable ones.. hahahakz..but tk sedap la pakai disposable.. hmm.. hw leh.. hahahhaaha..

aiya..1 week in penang. just wish the mosquito wont bite. scary..n hope wont get food poisoning. and i hope got many2 things to shop for.. heh. #1 item in the ititnery...

oh ya..i just reformat this comp of mine after such a long time in its coma state. n all my songs n pics are gone........ wth betol.. so pple..aper lagi. pat msn send la lagu..

n yes. to ahpek..thnks for helping with the resuscitation. haha..tt cd. ok thnk u veri nice. i come back frm penang then i'll return it to ya ok.

yes yes yes!! i've watched memoir of geisha 2 days back. superb! wat makes the movie interesting is the geisha culture n stuffs. even though the plot is just "that" much.. itz worth the 8bucks man..n of cuz..wat movie wont be great with ur usual 'kaki'..

alrite la. got nuthin much to share wit u pple. i'll just come back frm penang next saturday n update on the trip.. plus! the many many pics we'll be taking....uber fun!

"goodbye my lover...goodbye my fren!" - james blunt. nice eh the song..

k gotta meet imran ltr b4 going. take sumtin.. bye pple. n heloooooo penang! gona come back with the penang accent..."hang pikiak bayek bayek noh~"

2006-01-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

5 more days till the penang trip !! cant wait.. so excited. the one who's going are all my usual crazy 'kakis'..dana naf kin q milz susi nora komal.. kan best tu. oooh wee~ we'll be leaving at 9:30pm this sat..but b4 tt..we girlz are going to arab street first for a sheesha!!! aiya, abit of tobacco once in awhile wont hurt. heh.. 1 week in penang..independence! no parents. but onli 2 lecturers. hah..20 students vs 2 lecturers. kiter ikat sama diorang letak dlm store. muahaha..

but anyway, in case u're interested to noe..we'll be attached at penang's gleneagles medical centre. staying in the hostel they'll be providing. and there's still shift work! ha..mak kata,pat negeri org..mulut kena jaga. so we cant complain much if we receive loads of love bites frm the mosquito..just say.."aah tkper..ni semua da season..pat singapore da slalu kena gigit" haha.. i just hope the people n the FOOD especially will be nice..hmm..

balik singapore..nk gi MAX BRENNER'S!!!!!!! tk kisah..this time round nk gi jugak! heh..mmmm heaven!

syarina syarina syarina..i miss u soooo much!! *down jap..*

haiz..gona graduate in 3 months time. april april..gona be a fully pledge Assistant nurse..ooo...scary. plans when i've started working:-

1) buy an mp3
2) take my bike license (if can..complete it in 6months time)
3) get a good bike
4) save money utk kahwin. hahahaha..kk tu bedek. YOU SAY LEH!

Anyway, i'm on attachment at Dover Park Hospice this week. So far siak..tan tock seng..but itz alrite..at least get to go to TTSH. today was our first day there.. depressing sak if i work there. pple yg da nk mampos. mampos pon tanak! 90% of the patients there are dying frm cancer. the end stage..yg paling dahsyat n mostly incurable. sad ah..but itz a good thing they hv this hospice..can take care of em. kalau la ada euthanasia. but it'll nv happen la..not in a million years!

ok la..i make a move now. move to the kitchen to eat. haha..bye pple!

*listening to 'when you're gone- cranberries'

i'm back. at last.

2006-01-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

when was the last time i updated?? like a month ago or sumtin?? heh. comp died on me. tried to do some resus. but it didnt work. r.i.p comp. *a minute of silence*

anyway,i'm here at dana's place. updating updating updating. friendster blog n anything. hah..and at the same time watching lord of dogtown.. so cool la this movie.

alot has been happening in life lately..attachments in nuh and imh. saw foetus and babies and mothers and young mothers as in 17 18 19.. abortion..alot ah. itz like..helo world~ this is reality man.. and in imh, i made some good frenz. frm popeye to mazlan to the food grabbers and the big baby and the ciko ciko cikopek. there's a wide vAriety of mentally ill pple la. lucky for me i'm posted to male wards. female wards are so 'ma fan'. so far, the most valuable things i've learnt in imh is.. how to be a checker master and how to play mahjong. itz so addictive. now i understand y those cina loves playing it..n bla bla. watever.. n yes. tt 'cheeky cheebye' haha..kin got tt frm a patient. den n again..wth..da nampak sah giler..

so what have i done so far?? gone to JB for the first time wit frenz..ha. k kental. i noe. but there's owaez a first time for everything wat.. went with imran aisya n fadli in a car. n with dana abah nisha Q n wan in his car..ate at marybrown on the swing thingy..so fun n cool. kalau ada umah nanti da marry..i may be doing tt kinda seats for my dining table. cool shit. we ate at singgah selalu too. but didnt have enuff time to sheesha. so..its a loss.

i miss syarina badly when i think of it. so long nv meet her. n oh girl.. u're falling in love eh..ooo weet~ just hope u'll be happy yea.heh.. n rabz..the ship's not sailing too well huh? nvm. u deserve better. trust me.

n oooh yes! my tummy's getting bigger. bigger with fatty shits. hahaha.. fcuk. been eating like a pig. or rather..living a lifestyle of wat similar to a pig. ha..when was the last time i did sit ups?? hmm...the last nafa test? lol. the attachment at imh really drained the life out of me. 3 freaking weeks of waking up at 5. catching first buses. n yadiya..the taxi fares when i woke up slightly late.. $10 frm my place to imh. 'a beautiful mind' fcuk. anyway, i'm going back to nuh this monday for my onco posting.. 3 weeks posting..but we'll be going for our 1week penang trip on the second week.cant wait.... but i'm gonna miss only 1 thing in spore most.. i noe. i noe. heh heh..

been doing alot of thinking of wat to do after graduating..work ?? eee... duno la. thought of joining the police force..haha..but i duno.. i cant wait to finish this attachment..3more months hAs!! u can do it..

i cant help it la... but i'm happy with the things are going on between me n that bangla.. heh.

ok la. tt shud be it for now..itz late oreadi..gtg home..gd nite pple. muacks!

2005-12-04T02:53:00.000+08:00

21 nov.
the start of my attachment in nuh paediatric ward 48 freaking A class ward. nuh, my most hated hospital so far. the staffs there are so **!##$&%. ok la not all.

27 nov.
my bdae. ok happy 18 bdae to me. yay! wohoo~

02 dec.
the day i finally updated. been super busy n dead tired with attachments. n my comp is down i just gt to noe. muz be the doings of those little devils at home. irritating. itchy hands. shitty shit. so now the comp is still down..n i'm over at my neighbourhood fren's hse..mlm2 buta main comp pat umah org..feeling mcm hacker la. haha..

alot has been happening lately. the attachment has been great so far. been grouped wit great pple. thnk god i'm not naf. haha. sori naf. seems like u hv a new best fren *wink wink* muahahah..but nvm naf.itz ok. monsters like tt shud be sent to the dungeon with the grouchyness like god noes who..the nyp pple in my ward oso gerek. i like. they're good to work with. pandai bahagi kan kerja n they're friendly pple. met my so called twin. he's a guy. n guess wat? our dad's name is almost somewhat similar. sulaiman n su'alman. cool eh. muka pon sama. alamak sibok. then there's yurihan the stoner. ha..funny la.

ok la. wun write so much in tdy's entry. till my comp's being reformated again n i've time to spare.. chao sinchi pple. take care. dun miss me. n btw, who's bujang teruna?? i onli noe bujang lapok. ahahaha. ok not funny la has. ok bye. muacks.

Love Lies Lust.

2005-11-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

"There's always that one person who will always have your heart. You'll never see it coming cause you're blinded frm the start.." - My boo; usher feat alicia keys

Everything seems so right and perfect when you're in love.. but when things starts to get testy..

"Sakit hati ! bikin sakit hati..semua ini terjadi berkali-kali..tk pernah aku mengerti..mengapa begini....." -Sakit hati; Tipe-x

And of course..the worsening momentum of the rift..

"Everyday I love you less and less..I can't believe once you and me did sex..It makes me sick to think of you undressed.Since everyday I love you less and less..And everyday I love you less and less..You're turning into something I detest ..." - Everyday i love you less & less; Kaiser Chiefs.

Aaaah.. love. such an irony.

Of course you guys can be lulled into believing that it is beautiful when you fall in love and everything to be so serendipitous.. The cheapest cliches. *bleargh* my ass. Personally, i now think that being partners or shall i say, 'soulmates' is by far, the most fucking repulsive thing on earth. Ha..alright alright.. how melancholic can i get??? I just cant help it. Every relationship of mine will turn out into somekind of feeble pulp thrillers. If there's such a thing. k crap. Cause there's no such thing as feeble pulp thrillers la hAs!!!!!!!

I noe i noe.. this topic is so damn mundane. I bet everybody and almost anybody has had experienced it once or twice or thrice or..ok enuff. I'd love to share with you people the flatbed full of experiences i have regarding meeting the WRONG ones. Well let's see.. there's one i dated n finally got together n to my ridiculous pleasure found out later on that he actually has a fucking girlfriend. My utmost sincere FRIVOLOUS apologies yo lady. ha. Rough start and it ended with a bitter ending. How gullible of me.. In the end i got cheated. Terribly. How sweet. Thanks for the sweet memories and fruitful experiences and enabling me to actually start stereotyping men. Aww you virtuous boy.. oow! *eye-rolling...!*

More to come.. here's a boy or rather, man, whom on the first date already initiated his 'tangan sotong' aka 'octopus hand' services. In fact, i've met two of these kind! How unjust can life get? But anyway, thanks again for the experiences. K back to the story.. This guy just cant seem to keep his hands to himself. I wonder why. Did he consume steroids till he's super active?! hahaha. k ttz supposed to be a joke. LAUGH. Alright, here's the scoop.. he keeps blabbing about the ex-girlfriend. OOOOooh... what a pighead. EH halo?! If you're still in love with the ex..plEASE keep your 'instruments' to yourself and dont make girls feel like a fucking harlot. Read the lips. WE DONT NEED THESE KIND OF MEN AROUND. Even if you feel that you 'love' us but there's something inside u telling you that you still miss the ex. Stop right there and you can jolly well go R.O.C (relax one corner). Dont rush into getting into another relationship. Hush hush.. there aint a need boy. So in the end what happened? I decided to leave him. He confuses me with his oxymoron rants and made me feel somewhat..'dirty' knowing a person like him. And to top it off, fuck! the jokes u made were so not funny most of the time. therefore isnt it right for anybody in the world to 'excuse' themselves from these kind of quirky melodrama...yes yes..

After that, I made up my own theory: NEVER to make friends with a guy who had just broke up RECENTLY. This is a FACT that will dog me for the rest of my life. C'mon,it sounds reasonable afterall. To top it off, i was in the semangat mode of always chanting "apa mau matair?" ha..it was sort of an ear-sore. i noe. sorry friends. heh heh..

And then i met this new guy. Which i truly believed his character, attitude and philosophies are different from the majority typical malay guys we have. He was somewhat special in his own way. AhA..not that he's retard or anything. He's such a nice guy and..different. So you can imagine the amount of trust i invested on him. It's like.."ok i give u my whole heart, u must take care of it ok?" In the end..what happened??! Troubles getting over the past. The ex-girlfriend wrongdoings. Fuck. Shucks. And now still, how blunt can you get? UUrgh..dude~ where's my car? or rather..DUDE!! where's your brain/heart ?!! hahaha!! hahahahahah!!!! hahaha!!! ha...just when i thought nothing could go wrong.. now i'm so broken up deep inside... erp. mcm kenal. ha..

Men are soooo parallel. I am so flabbergasted with your abilities. With all due open disrespect to you shitabricks, *I present you my middle finger* Damnations.

OK like whoa..so much cynicism in today's entry. But well, my blog my say. It's just more or less of the 'happening' stuffs in my life. And i feel much better after blogging. Luahan hati or watever crap that is. Although when i reflect back, i'll feel a wave of utter regret. BUT whats the use? Like many says, "dont look back. never look back" And the men, if you're reading this..yea yea..~ girls are equally same too..boys or girls..penis or vagina..toknek.. it all depends on the heart. Therefore, cekik more darah frm ur parents so u'll have a red nice heart instead of a black rotten heart. hahahahahahaha..k ttz funny. laugh laugh!!

In conclusion; my patience had just about evaporated.

POOOOP!!!
Magic!
k lame..
ok bye!

oh btw ladies, if you think you're lacking attention from your man..go get him RITALIN. it's for attention deficit.

muahahahahahahaha...

my wednesday.

2005-11-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

THE EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE IS A MUST WATCH for those who loves court case & trial kinda drama. personally, i'll rate this movie a 5 star. power la beb..

imran picked me up after his soccer training n we went to westmall to watch the movie. it's just a simple outing. just meet up to watch movie. not a date or anything of that sort. went back home straight after the movie.. it was money well spent! a worth it 7 bucks. hah.. meeting him tdy reminds me of the days where we just got to know each other. friends n nothing more. kinda cool.

n there are 2 good news tdy.

- congratulations to my sis Amirah. she got into the EM1 stream. keep it up but don't 'anggek' cuz some tends to..

- n to me. i passed my exams! but sadly..couldnt make it to poly..but its fine. at least i'm happy with my grades. 4B's & 1A. wee~

alrite. gona sleep 'early' tdy... but i'm hungry...can hear my tummy rumbling. k erp bluff onli. gd nite pple. muacks.

overbudget !

2005-11-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

HELP !! cried the girl. for she had overspent. and was overbudget. and is gona be super tight for the next whole year. ok erp. ttz a lie. maybe super tight until attachment starts. so there'll be more stay home day n read books days..

hah. went out tdy. first to Q's hse at Gombak. cuz we missed her hse durin the raya visitings due to time constraint. Not all of us girls went cuz some was sick or shud i say,' m.i.a'( Naf) n another had 'no mood' cuz of bf choosing to play soccer. haha. but den n again, there's owaez fun when we gather. with the boyfriends too of cuz. abah, naz & wan hang out wit us too! the more the merrier i'd owaez say. camera whored at Q's crib. itz sooo nice n cosy n i loveeeee her sofa. omg! haha..n the walls were yellow n orange. hw cheerful can tt be? ahakz. there's even a 'rockclimbing' thingy over at her block. is tt cool or wat? rockclimbing for KIDS obviously. ahahaha!!!!! but anyway, we ate & then set off. to orchard mrt.

It was my idea to go far east. wanted to get another long sleeve at tt nice small shop. purple colour this time round. but damn. it was close. too bad Q. ha..she love the colour i bought. next time go urself k since u noe the shop oready. Met quite a few people on the way. Met uncle leigh & aunty & baby yasmin..met farah & the bf..met susi & the bf..lily..kan ramai tu. ha.. n den we ate at PUNCAK. as per normal. as ahpek wud hv guessed. i had hor fun. haha..all time fav. n there's the char kway sotong. sooo ssedap. we didnt hv any real plans actually. so we just...ROAMED. boarded a bus. cant remember wat bus was it cuz we were busy yakking away. alighted at suntec. haha.tt was when abah's instant hair colour changes frm black to white. lol. he rested on a wall which was freshly painted.abes his back part of the hair n shirt kena paint. yucks!

All of us bought something frm suntec. Kin bought a shirt n ring for jan n herself. Me n wan bought pants frm Giordano. Abah bought a GiordAno shirt. all thnks to Giordano. aha..wat did Q buy? i cant recall any i tink. n i bought 2 stuffs tdy n spent ALOT on food. ooops ooops. bought a bag which i tink is simple n cool. it was quite a price for itz size. but i love it though. so wth. n i bought a giordano coduroy pants..it was on offer sak. original price $49 but i gt it for $35 only. heavenly. ya, super heavenly until the sight of the amnt of cash left in my wallet was heavenly..haaaaaaaaaa....*sigh*

My feet was aching frm all the walking. Ytd n tdy. Ytd went out with the M.I pple. syarina's classmates. It started out awkward initially cuz of some bickering. But everything was fine after that. 'Semua da besar kan..tkmo gaduh2..' haha..i had fun la..except for the part when goin to sya's hse. ada segaaaan sikit. mak dia tu da blacklist aku. hahahaha..padahal aku ni baik. lol..tkpe la cik. as long as u love me la..

to imran: sorry i totally forgot bout ur soccer match just nw. ok la, not totally forgot. but they werent interested to go..abeh.....cam gitu la..kiter jln2 sampai lupa masa. heh. sori boss. any fresher u'll hv to peel it urself.

THOUGHTS

(1) Since i'm goin 'pokai', the last thing i'm gona spend on is on a movie. Gona n will catch the 'exorcism of emily rose'..tapi soalan bonus..when? bab bab nk tunggu member satu org ni kan..sket peh lama. lama2 movie tu pon da tkde di cinema. ha....
(2) I'm gona visit the library tmr. N borrow books!! Time to read n refresh my grammar n update my vocab too..in this case, i wun be goin out to spend uneccessarily cuz i'll be soo glued to the book. That's for sure. Once a bookworm,always a bookworm.
(3) Attachment will be starting in less then a week. I've gotta make some major changes in my 'insomnia' sleeping pattern. I cant seem to sleep early..so many things to think. or even so,when i've got nutin to think about..i just cant sleep. Things i could do:-
- jog before goin to sleep. as in EXERCISING. hah..there's a track anrd my area. wat more? futhermore, this tummy of mine is getting more unsightly i tink. U THINK?wth..it is unsightly la hAs..hahaha
- contact imran before goin to sleep . normally when we do, i can sleep straightaway. hah..
(4) Revise my skills ! this is super super important. what's a nurse with zilch knowledge. bad bad impression.

so yeap. ttz prolly about it.. for now. i'm sooo looking forward to getting my results, the attachment n my bdae !!! like duh.. n to my girlfrenz..i want this pls pls!!! i cant spend on this nomore. ltr no more money liao... =( so 27th kk..weh heh heh..pierre cardin!!

haha..erp. tk maluuuu....hAs NO SHAME!!!!!!!

2005-11-14T02:05:00.000+08:00

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SATURDAY

selamat hari raya orang orang cdss. maaf zahir batin. trend baru..-> yg tua slm yg muda. *evil grin* heh heh.. so yea. went out wit my seniors n their gf on SAT. it was super super super fun! all the jokes n laughters. as per normal when we gather.. plus! irritating monn to the maxonline! all these n more at next week's edition of rekaansemata-mata.mag ! k erp. bLuff onli la..

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"seeing you again is like a breath of fresh air"
"i dont choose to be in love. i just fall"
"the love i feel for you is such a handful"
"n it just keeps on growing.."
"each nite i pray before i sleep tt he'll open up ur heart again.."

"hug me while i sleep........."
"i feel at ease when you're with me"

thursday: missy&co. visitings.

2005-11-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY

Woke up to the sound of a msg frm my hp. it was dad telling me tt he cant make it for our appointment to book the van. SHIT. the thought of having to do visitings via public transport is like..a nooo way. contacted dana n q. "panick button" hah.. but in the end. thnks to wan(Q's bf) we got ourselves a van. thnk god for tt. so everything's cool.

With our bad time management again. We only went off frm jur east arnd 1+. although the meeting time was supposed to be 12noon. ha..so first hse was aisya's. her dad wasnt home..heh. buat la mcm rumah sendiri.ate the spicy curry she made with roti n took pics before going off. Next stop was at SSC for me abah dana n kin to collect our pay. hah.. n den headed to depot rd. to go to imran's place. its been such a long time since i last met him..so yea. onli zihan n nenek was arnd. his mum was working. since we're going to my place after that, imran initiated to follow. which was cool. he brought along his uniform cuz he'll be working after tt. but imran onli joined us for awhile. to my hse n abah's hse. after tt seperate lagi. dia go work..haiya. its undeniable..i miss him terribly. haaa..overall, the visiting was fun n gerek! the jokes conversations n laughters..conversations such as asking the couples wat makes them fall in love with the other one. the best answer came frm naf n syafiq. we asked syafiq..wat makes him fall in love with naf.. n after much considerations..someone shouted.."sebab naf giler!!!" n he smilingly agreed! hahahaha..tt was funny sak. n the 'degap degup jantungku' song for jan n kin. ya la,mak shikin garang sak.n tt freaking song they sang.."cepat benar engkau pergi.." lol..but yea.. i miss my frenz oreadi..
the last hse was dana's. we came arnd midnite sak..kesian mak nyer. heh..there, we onli get to watch a teeny bit part of the sheesha n raya video..cuz some needed to get home fast..itz getting late oreadi..sent everybody home. i was the second last since i can get home at any time. was talking with jan n wan tru'out the whole journey. obviously jan being the talkative one. haha. reached home nearly 3am. n for the first time ever, i was feeling abit scared. cuz of what imran just told me. ha.. 2days ago..got 1 case. a 10yr old girl was RAPED by a 50yr old apek. eee..scary la. so i quickened my pace n ensure tt nobody was following. ha..speaking of ahpek. i did remember bout ahpek. mesti ahpek nga boring pat umah. haha..newae,when i got home i was soooo damn tired. ingatkan nk baring2 dulu la.with tt towel on my head n still wearing my baju kebaya..the next thing i knew..it was 9am in the morning n i heard ibu came home but i slept back until nearly 4pm! funny thing was tt..ibu tk marah sak. selalu nyer lau camni..member mesti bising suruh gi mandi tukar baju bla bla. but i was tooo tired man. now ttz wat i call 'beauty sleep'.something i've been lacking these few days.. ooooh syiok!

the ladies.

the men.

the van.

the driver& co-driver(in pink).

ok bye. besok raya dgn abg2 & kakak2 cdss pulak. weeee~!!!!!!!!

wednesday: sheesha

2005-11-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

HELO HELO !!!

it has been a great wednesday & thursday for me n my girlfrenz n their boyfrenz n my fren ahpek of cuz.

WEDNESDAY

All of us were supposed to meet arnd 5:30pm at Bugis. But with our great time management, we met at 6pm at the fountain instead. Dana, abah, ana, kin & jan took a cab str8 to arab street. prolly tot they were late. Naf, Syafiq & ahpek was at the fountain. Where's Q & wan & nisha? At macdonald..wan's hungry. hakz. But we forced Wan to bring his burger to the popular eating place instead. The coffeeshop..like duh. Filled our hungry tummy with the yummylicious food. But of cuz, i wasnt tt hungry actually cuz i just ate before goin out. But nothing's wrong with eating abit more once in awhile yea..

makan makan..yum yum..

Walked frm Bugis to Arab Street. So like duh.. we were out with naf & syafiq. And they saw a 'kodok!!'..n u guys noe wat happens next.. "Naf's 'gentle' touch on my shoulder naik dok! rasa sampai pat telinga!" haha. Finally reached Arab st. 'Cafe ..caire.' duno la. The one mai told me about. It's so great to see all ur girlfrenz gather together. Aisha was on her way already. And of cuz, the boyfriends 'meriahkan lagi suasana'. We took lotsa pics n video'ed' ourselves ALOT. Ordered an apple sheesha first.. The smell is soo nice. But the feeling wasnt tt strong as the rose mint which was more superbly POWER. we were sooo kental. haha.. but..jeng jeng jeng.. the non-november girls surprised the november girls with bdae cake n prezzies!!!!!! i love it! i love surprises! weee~ like small kid but i like. haha.. i love you all SOOO SOOO MUCH!! muacks!

close our eyes kalau nk surprises!

then they had their lovely annivesary.. so happy annivesary!!

happy annivesary to DANA & ABAH. JAN & KIN. WAN & Q. may ur relationship stay long long n happy happy n stay loving owaez.. ok thnk u.

After the much surprises, well of cuz..all of us bonded n talked n talked n cocked n cocked while sheesha-ing! There were only 6 of us left after kin,jan,wan,q,ana,naz n nisha went home. So wat more? 6 pple with 2 sheesha. heaven. haha..The aftermath of sheesha-ing.. stonning. high. nonsensical remarks. heavy head. horny abah. n much more. hah..but it was cool. ahpek was the coolest. like duh! he smokes.. but u cant smoke n sheesha too much u noe. cuz u got asthma~ ha ha. syafiq was irritatingly funny but irritatingly irritating. haha..he's funny n crazy. just like naf. lol. crazy couple. Went off arnd 10+ i think. I didnt wana go home. Naf n syafiq dowana go home too. we wana continue sheesha-ing. haha..but its ok. there'll be a second time before attachment starts! Before taking the train home, ahpek n me pit stop to 7-11 as requested by me. to get some quick bites..if nt i'll go hungry at home! bought sandwiches n nutrisoy. yummy. k den we went home wit dana n the rest. abah n ahpek alighted at cityhall while we continued with our 'westside' journey..i was feeling too high. weak knees. heavy head. ee hate tt feeling. went hm, bath n str8 away landed my head on those pillows..i woke up the next day feeling super shittified n like as if there's sumtin pumpin in my head.. hah. cant wait to go to dana's place n watch the whole video. mesti entertaining giler!

kiter bdk kental! haha

The story bout us.

2005-11-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

18 Feb,Our first time meeting up. We watched constantine at t.b plaza. there u managed to use tt "r u cold? i've gt a jacket trick" N our ben&jerry's ice cream melted totally.. we had fun. 3 days ltr,we had dinner together at gilmans'..nice. remembered our feets sharing a chair underneath the table..ha. N den u had to leave for tt KL trip..n yea. i missed u abit. but u surprised me by waiting near my block. so we chilled over at gilmans'*..mmm.. *N den we met up quite regularly. so there was the time when we went to beach rd n u brought me to tt smelly thailand place. N the bus svc 100 which was slow. days passed.. but *the meetings got frequent. our breakfast together time before my afternoon shift in AH..U picking me up frm AH. me picking u up frm Queenstwn Npp. N the one time we just walked frm AH back to my place. just talked n talked. The time we hang out wit fir n happened tt we were sitting outside a gay club. haha..tt was funny. Towel club. Of course, the weekly sunday matches we often go together n see u n the boys do wonders.. The time u first met syarina n we went over to Hardrock to hv dinner & celebrate my sec school fren Rina Koh's bdae. N the aftermath of tt few hours in Hardrock. N wat happened. N how nice n helpful n responsible u r. *i'll nv forget tt nite. ha.. N how u failed ur first TP attempt n gt soo moody n grouchy at westmall when i met u. N how u met ibu for the first time at my place cuz u wanted to borrow dvds.. N how i met ur family for the first time n liked ur grandma most.. hah.. N how we spent the Sunday after a match at gan eng seng with zal at tiong bahru just hanging out n suddenly ur wish came true. You guys met Justin.. N how u confessed to me out of the blue in 195. ur most un-favourite bus. *Our late nights watching Southpark n stuffs. N the cool cert u presented me with. N the time i attended ur sis's wedding at ritz carlton. tt was a wow wow. tt was the time u saw my dad for the first time. N the day u got ur license n suddenly public transport seemed out of the question for u. N the day we just hang out arnd town. Takin pics of the car n us. N the time u had to meet khaiyisha's mum cuz of her condition at tt period of time. It was a nerve wreckin time for me. ha.. N the time we went to Suntec together n got so amazed at hw fun carrefour was. The games n food n the too small tshirts. N how u joined me for our 'girls camp' over at sentosa. The extremely cold aircon n how u took my jacket frm me just to cover ur freezing legs. ha..*the morning we spent at sentosa's c/pk totally kopet. N those times u fetched me frm skewl n how u fell in love wit tt fat whistling boy. N our visits to mustafa centre to get toiletries n stuffs. N tt delicious fish n chips. N our roundings along desker rd n all to spot for prostitutes. Itz fun! N ur simple bdae prezzie i got for u wit my pocket money. ha.. N then those days after tt tt we rarely meet up. N rarely contacted. N i still remembered how u held my hands tightly when we finally did meet. N my grouchy moments which i felt i was obliged to behave tt way n ur conflict within yourself. N how i still feel that your love for me is still strong but you're just..like that. You're you. Abit different i must say. N how i kept myself busy by working just to keep my mind off u. which was a success. So now tt i'm not working since its the festive season, i'm missing u a fucking load though. N how part of me so strongly wants to be with you against all odds but how my brain tells me to think wisely n not rush things. There are loads to be thought about. My happiness. N Compatibility isnt an issue. But our bad habits are unhealthy. Both for the body mind n soul. N the future too. N communication..we have to work more on it. N god damn..the car..if i hv one wish..get rid of it. Not totally but as n when necessary. I miss travelling on public transport with you occassionally. It means alot u noe. My problem is tt..i fear tt if i let go, i'll regret. I dowan to let go. I wana make it work. But.. haiya. There's alot of but(s) to be thought of.. oh life.

on tt rainy day waiting for 195

the skilled guy

hmmm..

us at hardrock. notty syana..mm

late nite supper at mac

gen-2

gen-2 & the owner

gen-2 & the pax

posing muka tk maintain..

on ur bdae..our imperfect unskilled photo taking

waiting outside ur hse..

love

rare tau dpt back seat..

i bought this 4 him. simple..

those were the days..

shh..police penat..

his fav pic.

he did this.

i did this.

ok bye.

LIFE.

2005-11-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

how demoralizing n sad can life get? i cant get tt le coq sportif shoes i've been eyeing for sooo long even though now i've the cash! no size! the sizes left are all 9 & 10. besar sangat la.. kecik sgt susah..besar sgt pon susah. alamak alamak alamak.. org pakai terumpah baru tau. erp. AHPEK!! wei she ma like this..they dont let me wear shoes izit..*sobs* haiya. looks like BARCODE will be my lifelong quite nice shoes + my size provider. semer kasut beli dari BARCODE. skewl shoes, tt coffee brown sandals n now this. guess i'll just get tt shoes i saw. ok la. quite nice. but not as nice as le coq sportif..........ha. k nvm its alrite hAs, life goes on..can owaez spend tt money on food. mmmmm.*evil grin*

indulged in self pity with dear ahpek ytd nite at suntec's fountain of wealth: world's largest fountain. (oh.ok.) of cuz before tt we were busy shopping with Syarina..bought shirt frm taka n far east. sya n me got discounts for our jeans! cool rite! feeling mcm shopping di geylang. And damn ahpek, u're even more fickle minded then me! nvm la, tt brown shirt is nice. haha.. but unfortunately, she had to leave us to get home. some of the jur boys comin over for raya.. so she left me with the smelly masyum ahpek. haha..erp. k he's nt smelly la. the original plan was just to get to carrefour n buy food n eat! but this ahpek wanted to go to World of Sports to see more shirts. So ttz hw i get to noe bout my endangered le coq sportif shoes..haiya, to make it worse..ahpek was being such an ass sak laughing his head off bout my balak. haha..ass u. jahat. ok anyway, we finally arrived at carrefour. bought a bit of food there. ahpek loves go-go hotdogs now. thnks to ME! haha.. so we ate..the heavenlicious masam ice cream, the abit too masin chicken rice, the super masam lemon drink n the scallops. sori ahpek. didnt noe u dun like masam stuffs. heh heh. ok so now i noe so i'll continue buying it so no need to share with you. hahahahaha!! k kiddin.

But thanks to ahpek n his mp3..n our conversations n helping me to actually Start thinking seriously..think bout my stuffs. my bad. hah.. it really got me thinking..until i cant sleep well ytd nite..i was tossing n turning..doing sit ups on bed..(when was the last time i did sit ups? 2months ago?)..doing the leg exercise thingy..hah..wateva tt will make me tired till i fall asleep. the last time check was 4:30am i think..the whole day today..even when i was out with my beautiful mum n beautiful aunt n the irritatingly irritating cute grouchy kids to IMM..i was thinking. think think think.. n after the phone call just 10minutes ago..i came to a conclusion...

i had a choice.
-continue life. enjoy life. go on with life. just remain as friends. get to know more people. be with someone new.(but of cuz i'm not in a rush la..just IF..u noe. IF..u get me? hmm ok.)
OR
-continue life. enjoy life. still cling on to some hope of getting back together.

so yea. itz like a junction.. none of the path is wrong. i think. but each path has something new tt awaits me. dont ya think so? dunch ya~ dun ya wish ur gf was belo like me? haha. k erp.

ok la. walauapa pun..nawaitu mesti mau ada. lol..

n yessa! cant wait for wednesday n thursday!! wednesday goin sheesha with my larling fwenz n thursday muka drg lagi..gi jln raya + amek gaji !! wooohooooooooooooooo~

ok bye sayang sayang. muacks!

2005-11-05T01:55:00.000+08:00

kepada kwn aku Rashidi.. happy belated bdae small guy!!!!!! ur bdae was on 3rd nov..so yea. u're 18 oready!!! wohooo~ haha. ok la enuff. se ya arnd~

Just came back frm Johor an hour ago. My god i tell u..even if u guys offered me a million bucks..i wun stay there man. but then and again..a million bucks.. *hmm* haha..nah~ never. scary. So yea, went there to visit my ageing grandad n his family. Anda pelik? Tak usah. My grandparents got divorced. So grandad found a new wife in johor..gt married..gt a son n stayed there. And where is my grandma staying? Just 2 floors above mine. haha.. But i pity them ah. Grandad not able to work oreadi..so my step grandma is supporting the family. N my step uncle who's 2yrs younger then me is still skewling. Lucky thing he's a good boy. Unlike some typical naughty teenagers. Had wanted to give my grandad money..cuz i brought a few wit me..but ibu said nvm. cuz i'm still skewlin la..bla bla. So ibu give. mmm..all blue colour. ibu forgot to give me? hahaha. k erps.

Johor is totally different frm Singapore..including the people. I just find them scary. Just see for yourself the Johor guys lepak-ing outside CitySquare..like eeew. scary. haha..n the way drg disturb oso different. for eg., in Spore its owaez.."hi bole kenal2" n so on. But there,itz my first encounter with these mat romeo johor saying, "hi sayang......" n bla bla bla. like eeew. haha. But overall, i had fun. Talking wit ibu about boyfriends n stuffs. The funny thing is tt, ya, we seldom talk about these stuffs..n my god. I broke up wit Syaiful like ages ago n just nw..the bonus question..she asked.."eh, y ah u broke up wit tt boy..aper tu nama dia..syaiful?" haha. *gulps* so i just told her.."he dun like my frenz ah..den we owaez quarrel.." "n i dun really like his parents.." ha. simple. den she went like.."ooh..dia suka control2 eh.." Then i went on saying.."dun worry ibu. Kiter masih muda. Jumpa ramai2 org..Dpt kenal mcm2 karenah" n she nodded. heh.. actually, tu mcm nak alas la..cuz ibu tk tau kiter da break ngan imran. So far she's got good impression on imran..hah.. ok lorr. watever will be will be =) sayang la..

This year peh collection tidak begitu memuaskan. But its alrite. kan da besar..tapi kalau org da hulur..tk kn nk tolak kan. terima saja la. heh heh..cant wait to go out raya wit frenz. mesti gerek! n i still havent met dad. ooooh....kinda miss him n the rest though. u all wait ah. wait long long ok. ltr i go meet u pple. ahhaha.. k erps. no la,actually itz easy if i'm goin there alone..but to bring the 2 kids..mcm..haiya..tk dpt ah. susah la lau ibu bapa tk geng..tapi tkpe,best jugak. heh..

What to do tmr..its a Saturday..~ Feel like going to Town. Wana get new slippers n shirts. Den wana eat ice cream n tt hotdog. oooh heaven~ but got no kaki to go with..n i feel like watching movie! mcm bnyk la nk buat besok..feelin nak main arcade pon ada..nk hang out pat esplanade pon ada.den can do people & cloud watching..but nta eh. any takers? pls log on to www.callsayala.com hah. n i cant wait for nxt thursday. dpt gaji terus gi suntec!! beli tt kasut.. well pray for me tt they'll hv my size! a size 7 or 8. duno la..*pray* wohoooo~

argh. i'm hungry now..damn. but nvm. i'm gaining weight oreadi. tummy tummy.. been eating ketupat n lontong n stuffs for like 4 days str8..hah.. but there's still room for more or shud i say.. improvement. heh. ok shuddup hAs. k bye sweethearts! muacks

shop but never drop.

2005-11-02T02:03:00.000+08:00

ok yea so hows my hari raya preparations getting along?
fairly poor. but i sooo love my blue baju kurung, my blue shoes to match with n my white selendang. oooh wee~ supposed to be painting ibu's room now. but the roller brush is wet! so the effect is superbly yucky. unless i'm able to go mustafa centre rite now..den i wud at least be able to start..but..too bad ibu. hah. your project has to be onhold.

went out with ahpek just now. met up at town..buka there n got my pretty raya shoes. i love it. simple dress with pretty shoes. great combi. i tink. hah..nw i'm left to get my bag raya n earrings n necklace n stuffs for my boring room! but i tink deepavali doesnt seem like deepavali. i dun see families going out or watsoeva. jln2 pat shopping centres ada lah..hah.

geylang was urgh!! packed with people doing last minute shopping just like this ahpek and there were alot..i repeat. ALOT of ahpek's smelly maha masyum associates.. sibok tau. the heat was unbearable..but i enjoyed it though. ttz wat geylang bazaar is supposed to be like. hot cramped crampy shit. all bau smelly masyumm...mmm.. ahpek had a feel of how its like not being able to get sumtin u like. real life example:- getting a baju raya. hahaha..all the pretty colours sized 'M' was sold out.haha. hahaha. hahahahaha. hahahahahahaha. ok enuff. we walked the whole of geylang except TKC. the pasar..the smell i tell u..wahlaowei..da bkn bau smelly masyuum..bau longkang hancing! i didnt manage to get a pretty brooch..i'm looking for a butterfly design in exact la..butterflies are pretty.. anyway, at last ahpek bought the normal baju kurung..nice la. dpt maha discount plak tu. sheesh!

den i was hungry & thirsty. nothing new. ok. got myself dengdeng frm a lame shop owner. i wanted chilli deng2..he replied.."tkde..chilli belum tumbuk" wahlaowei.. ha.ok so settled with the normal one..yum yum..deng2 with winter melon. heavenly. k so far so good. nobody bullied ahpek. haha.. but damn, u guys shud hv been there to watch an ala japanese love movie. ahpek n his love at first sight gf. for tt few seconds..they were totally immersed in each other's gazes. k i'll edit tt. it shud be.."crossed eye'' gazing. haha. i was actually abruptly left out in the scene. like totally. i had to like make them stop by saying.."eh halo is tt enuf?" muahahahahah. k ttz a big lie. actually tt girl looks kinda retard..n not normal. sori to say this but i'm saying facts. she had this like elated behaviour..n when she walked in between ahpek n me..she suddenly stop n looked at him. hahahahahahahaha..THAT..was funny. lol lol lol *handsign* so ttz the highlight for tdy's outing. ahpek's love at first sight. heh..ok la enuff. n yes! tapping of tt short kid shoulder. haha..stupid. overall,its fun la shopping with this cerewet ahpek too.. semua ok go je. ok happy hari raya ahpek. enjoy ur deepavali k. there's still time to celebrate. ahahah. erp~ does ur i/c starts with a G? sumtin like G8327105A? hahahahaha..

hmm..nw we've gt the mystery of the $1 aunty to solve..can sumone explain how she can be everywhere anywhere? .... . to be continued...(http://wa-wan.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/)

2005-11-01T13:15:00.000+08:00

meow meow. the cat is sleeping by my side rite nw..so manja. n i think i broke my record. "Stroking(w/o the C) something too frequently" mmm.

ok yeap. tdy is sila jemput saya masuk dlm lift aka nisha's hari raya. happy deepavali nisha!!! haha. k siak hAs. erp bedek la. just jokin nisha. tkmo amek hati =p sayaaang nisha many many. lol.. n yeap.

to Nafisah bte Shamsudin aka Dumb aka mangkok aka Pruritus:

HAPPY FREAKING BIRTHDAY YO DUMB!!!! U'RE A FREAKING 19 YR OLD KID! erp..i mean..lady. onli thing this yr we wont be celebrating the 'oops terserempak way' at causeway point. heh heh..

I've been very busy ever since.. i cant' remember when..after exams i've been busy with work..n now i've been busy with hari raya preparations. it's all these last minute things tt keeps us going. i love the stress of having to finish up stuffs on time but with very little time. sometimes abit of stress is good for ya. bla bla..

I AM PROUD OF MYSELF. haha.. i painted my hse..like urm..independently. really..i did it w/o any help frm ibu or abg initially..n its nice. no mess..no spills..perfect. haha..k erp. maybe i lied abit. abg came hm late but he helped me wit the 'borders' part..i scared ltr kena our perfectly white ceiling..nanti not nice. it's my first attempt sak painting the hse..last time everytime father do..father paint father this father that. but time has changed. mother father nv friend each other liao. haha!

so as usual, slept late..i slept at nearly 5am..abg did some final touch ups while i sweep the floor. tired u noe..but satisfaction guaranteed. ibu came hm delighted. she's the one who soooo much wanted the yellow walls. light cheerful yellow walls. as u wish ma'am. its ur hse. haha.. but i'm gona paint my room blue!! see..yellow walls makes me yellow minded n blue walls..hmmp. u noe i noe. haha. erp! so can't blame me. newae, woke up cuz i heard my hp rang..imran called. i knew he was gona wish me happy deepavali bla bla cuz he loves calling me bangla. yadiya..n i was right! hah..tt boy..irritating as eva.. padahal dia mcm myanmar! erpz!! lol lol lol *handsign* and of cuz..e accumulated messages frm dana nisha n ahpek..heh.

tdy i'll be going out to shop for my raya shoes n bag n maybe collect my baju..but dana just called..she said the aunty said my baju aint ready yet. tmr den collect. eh haloooo? tmr org busy la aunty. stupid. say monday can siap.. haiya. duno la. but nvm. as long as b4 raya can liao.

will be meeting ahpek ltr on at town first. cari kasut di sana..den maybe go geylang. wahlaowei..he haven get any baju. 'siao ah lerr..' hahakz..oooooo~ cant wait to spend n be oh so fickle minded n cerewet as per normal..weh heh heh..

ok la. chao bebeh!

shukran..

2005-10-30T03:18:00.000+08:00

Greetings my fellow readers. i'd like to thank u people for being my supportive fans. thnk u. this is my latest edition. A fan with 7 blades. more cooler n more convenient u see. heh.. kk.

Just came hm frm work tdy. diwali stuffs again. duno how many times they muz do the countdown. everyday diwali diwali diwali. haiya. mafan la these people. very fussy. want coke with 1 ice cube la. 2 ice cube la. irritating. ok but anyway, again. i had fun. tdy i ate real food at last instead of the roti i've been eating for the past week. n damn. my uniform..the skirt.. its getting loose. i could actually fit in a wine bottle at the waist line. hah. freak. journey home will forever be great with my frenz arnd.. we took pics jz nw. courtesy of Ana's camera. tenkiu very nice. k meh let's look at the pics..

we girls rite after work. still lookin so hyped!

Ana. Has. Dana tkda tulang belakang.

Gerek kan our journey home?! mad pple.heh.

aww sori michael i took this pic while u were sleeping.

heh..u were dead beat u didnt even bother bout e noises we were making!

fun people. fun work.

k first thing when u clock in liao..

Go straight to the amphitheatre..n look.

At a dead mouse. Mr Ratnam Attention Seeker dead in the middle of nowhere. haha..damn.

what are we to do...?

haha. ok diz is super lame.. k la. come lets see these pics pulak..

go geylang buy baju for raya la..alamak. wat an experience. frustrating. idiot, cari baju pon mcm cari kasut. wahlaowei... abeh..time alek hujan lebat nk mampos. jadi..nasib baik ada Wan..Q nyer bf. heh..thnks wan. I LOVE HYUNDAI MATRIX!

if the driver drives at 80km/hour..TTZ TOO SLOW! potong kepala...

skali nanny marah. alamak alamak alamak.....

kalau da merajuk..aper lagi beb. tido la..

alot rite the pics..irritating eh saya?? kk la. to round it off.. i've gt the magic keys.. the keys to ur heart bebeh..

ok erp. saya bedek.

cuma ada kunci kereta la. baru menang.

k lagi bedek. ye la..ni kunci toilet. ahaha..

ok bye.

2005-10-28T02:49:00.000+08:00

where's my neighbourhood friend....
if found pls return to me k.

2005-10-27T12:18:00.000+08:00

i would like to introduce a new member of my family.
no my mum isnt pregnant again. how can one?!
we've got a kitten la ! SOOOO CUTTEEE !!!!! mcm baby.
she's got beautiful stripes n greyish blue eyes.
so yea, she'll be my darling honey rite now.
got someone to hug whenever i want to. ha..
havent gt a name for her yet.. been referring to her as 'awak'
meow meow meow*

*rihanna's music playing in e background*
*dancing dancing jumping jumping screaming screaming*
"APA MAU BLAJAR??!"
heh. yay yay..~ ytd was our last paper for the entire 2yr nsg course.
only den i could heave a sigh of relief man.. but the PCB paper was abit tough though.
MCQs were tricky..super tricky. but anyway,its done. so..wth~

Working was fun ytd. Not so hectic. And irritating the chinese guys was wat i did. So fun.
Hahah.. ya. like Julian calling me 'lan jiao staff' but he himself didnt realize tt Lan Jiao(LJ) is quite similar to his name Julian(JL)..so he's the lan jiao one. like duh..he has one. 'wo bo lan jiao la..' Too bad Hana couldnt make it for work. Dana was mad ytd. hakz..dancing to the bhangra tunes during work?!!! lol..kalau boss nampak~ And The journey hm was great too. Went back with dana, michael, alvin and our svc captain Mr Irwan BLK 523..i think we were the noisiest inside the bus. laughing our head off teasing one another.. *eh erp. org nama Irwan..mcm kenal* hahakz..

Dear Md Imran,
TODAY IS NOT MY BDAE. mine is in 1months time. irritating eh..eh halo da malu kan kan kan? haha..since when was i an october baby. ee..october. i hate october. october is owaez a suay month. *i noe i noe* heh. bdae saya is on 27 NOVEMBER. its next month ok. alamak alamak~
Actually every 27 is an annivesary day for us. We gt married on the 27. But sad, it didnt last. Got a divorce. But i didnt get any certificate for this unlike the partnership one eh. ha.. sedih eh divorce divorce? tak bagus tau. tapi apakan daya? da nasib badaaaan..hakz.

Speaking of which, i think i'm going to spend my hols watching old P.ramlee movies.

Gona collect gaji tdy with dana n abah..wee~
MY hard earned MONEY..

n thnks ahpek for being my setia wake up caller. hahakz =)

ok ok bye.

to u.

2005-10-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

u made me feel like shit. seriously.

2005-10-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

Greetings my dearest readers. I come..in peace.

haha.. ok cut it out. i'm sooo not in the mood for exams. like how tt girl said.."i'm sooo gona ace it!" remember Chicky Meal, Dumb & Pls invite me into the lift? ha.. irritating. snobbish.

anyway yea. tmr is exam day! 1 paper down. 1 more to go. n tt'd be it. den can enjoy n work n earn money n enjoy some more before starting the dreaded yet quite anticipated attachment.
I'll be attached at NUH, IMH, NUH & AH respectively. But thank god we got Mdm Griselda Ong.. *huge huge huge enormous sigh of relief*

I've got bigfoot loads to do man..havent shop for raya at all ! havent clean e hse..but i've cleaned my wadrobe. it looks better now. ha..wana paint my room. but dun think itz possible for this raya. next time je la. i wana buy tt verrry light purple baju kurung!! but i wonder how much it cost. mm..but nvm. at least i got member yg lom beli baju or izit dia not planning to get any. hmmp. giler. MUST buy la. at least one. ok Ahpek. haha.. den i need to get pretty comfortable heels.. n a pretty handbag which is not so big but enuff to fill it with duit raya. haha! hey..this raya i wun even be 18! so duit still must masuk ok. yg tua2 tu semua tk ya. e.g:- dana,hana,kin n etc. lol. k bedek.

gona be super busy this coming week. lemme state down the things i've gotta do.

24 Oct, Mon: Behavioural Science 2 Exam
25 Oct, Tue: Stay hm n study for PCB. havent even start!
26 Oct, Wed: PCB Exam, Work at 6:30pm
27 Oct, Thur: THIS IS THE ONLY DAY I'M FREE THIS WEEK
28 Oct, Fri: Work at 6:30pm
29 Oct, Sat: Work at 6.30pm
30 Oct, Sun: Work at 6pm

hah. never been this busy man..but its alrite. i'm earning money for myself. i like. spending using MY OWN money. oooooooh~wana get alot of things! k let's see what..

- "da cock" sportif shoes at Suntec $79.90
- baju raya + shoes + handbag ($???)
- bed head shampoo $28 (?)
- gatsby hair wax $8
- clothes, jeans n ahem. $100

therefore in order to get all this..i must work! heh.. but..in order to enjoy my hols well..i must STUDY. ya ya..

n yes. during the hols..before my attachment starts which is on the 21st Nov. WE must go to the escape theme park! nov babies gets free rides!!! n syarina..u are very superly most welcome to join. tapi ingat. bawa plastic sendiri just in case. mm..*u noe i noe..* haha

mm..ytd after so long i finally met imran in the wee hours.. imran imran.. my feelings is sooo mixed man.. mmmm... nvm.lets drop tt.

i have this weird feeling. hmm.. k nvm. let's drop this too. let's drop everything n enjoy life. but dont drop ur baju. later malu. haha.. k ttz lame.

alrite. gona cont' with e revision..i'm so gona flunk it this time round. stupid hAs. ok la. chao bebeh.

*hugs*

My Thursday.

2005-10-21T14:35:00.000+08:00

Pagi-pagi pada khamis pagi itu, saya tersadar pukul 9:25am. "MATI MATI..janji ngan naf pukul 10am at c'wealth mrt" saya pon msg naf dan beritahu yg saya lambat kerana baru bangun. sekali, naf pon msg "has! naf pon baru bangun.." al-kisah... jadi ape lagi. saya relek la. baring2 dulu..mandi nanti boleh. hahaha.

Ok so naf, kin and me went to skewl to hand in our sociology project. aaah....at last. ttz e last project for our nsg days. wohoo! but there wasnt any teachers in. ape lagi..tanpa segan silu kami gantung project kami on the door with a note saying "while u were out...." ok bedek. mesti la kiter tulis tkde org kan in e staff room. hek eleeee...

Proceeded to Bugis after tt. Cut our hair. Snip snip snip !! Bored wit my hair. must tie la when goin to skewl n work. If never tie later like harimau. k tu part bedek sikit.. Went to Tony & Guy nyer academy. Hahaha.. end results. i tink naf n me look funny. like dumb n dumber. obviously naf e dumb one n me the dumber. lol. kin's hair,not much different. anak mak kan..takut nanti mak dia marah lau gunting rambut. hahaha..apa dah~ ok now let's look at e pictures we took.. before n after.

naf & me b4 hair cut........ ....otw to bugis in a mrt. ahpek grouchy wit me la..haiya

our hairdo! .....................................................dumber & kin

dumb & dumber ................................dumb & dumber back view

apa mau matair? haiya. hahaha..k bedek. matair la bagus. *shrugs*

ok so that's e pics. best eh..mcm org iban. ahahahah.. ok after haircut met ahpek aka wa-wan banana..erp salah. wa-wan duffy la.ahahaha.. =p den we ramai2 went to suntec. go toys'r'us. kin nk jumpa jan-tan. ahaha..jln2..tngk2 barang..tngk seluar levis terbaru: 510.. pastu all went seperate ways. kin alek. naf n sapik went to town. ahpek n me went back bugis. nk buka dwn there la..haha. so ttz where we meet the ahpek muka normal tapi suara..alahaaaiii.. manis. haha..ahpek sambai la. oooooow! lol.. den we bought the choco dipped strawberries at esplanade. oooooooh...yummy. sedap wei..beh kiter lepak pat esplanade la..pastu go home.. itu la cerita..

bila alek umah. saya tngk cermin. saya ketawa. bab rambut saya mcm kelakar. tapi apakan daya. buat bodo je la. sapa kisah..muahaha..haiya.

alrite2..tdy gona meet dana at jur east. 5pm. go study. monday is the exam. n nutin is up in my brain yet. crazy. tmr i'll be working at 6m. maha crazy. but nvm. get $$$.kah ching! ok bebeh..till e next entry. chao sin chi..n i lub u all ! muacks

2005-10-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

Na mas teh people. i just came back hm from berbuka with dana, abah & kin at beach rd. *burp* sedaaap beb. tapi tk sedap giler la. but e bandung was superb. cheap. besar pulak tu cawan.. halal duit aku.. ahakz.

Went to skewl in the morning. Only attended the first period which was the important one..we had a PCB mock test. all mcq.. pass beb. but then and again, it might be more difficult on the real exam. haiya. Lesson ended arnd 10:30.. and off we went to Aljunied..wait for abah..cuz tdy we will be working at 12 noon.. first time dok kerja ramai2. mcm best gitu. me kin dana & abah. work was fun but tiring ah. the function was a Diwali Extravaganza shit. All guests were females. So u pple can just imagine their fussy-ness. wahlaowei. n drg minum mcm unta. unta pon kalah! hahaha..

*korek kan hidung saya pls? kin? dana? help?* lol.

hmm. what do u get when u have dana + kin working together?
answ: mulut makcik2. GOSSSSSSIIIP ajer kerja nyer. wahlaowei..duuush! kalau drg kerja factory..allahualam~ masya'allah!~
they were gossiping bout boss having 3 wives..haha. n how they find e boss like gatal2. n they call me H4. cuz mentang2 i'm single, they say i'll be the next wife. da ada sugar daddy. hahahaha..merepek seh. eh 2 kwn, R.O.C sua eh.. heh.. abah said H4 in C.D nyer terms is TTSH. hmmp.
n yes..our cute short svc captain Mr Don. his eyes ah i tell u.. i noe la u're shorter den me..den us. but u need not just look inf or maybe below abit. suspect la sikit Don. its so obvious u're 'glimpsing' at our neneh. hahaaha.. bnyk uh cikopek eh.. i noe my bra very nice. thnk u. hahahaha..but wth~ k stop it hAs.

i just cant seem to stop talking today. talking cock or just talking rubbish or just talk. must be the 'stress'..ttz y become like this. talk cock whole day. semer tkle tahan. all wana shut my mouth la..smack my mouth la..sumbat my mouth with stocking la.. aha. kan lebih afdal krg suap aku makanan mcm nasi mkn dgn asam pedas babi masak kicap ke.. ala. org senyap salah. bising salah. nk mcm maner ni huh..? ckp! ahahahahahahahaha..

n oh yes. poor kin. court da calling calling suruh bayar bill. e stupid ex bf. useless.. not a man of his words. onli noe how to give pple trouble. umur da la 25..perangai mcm 52. k bedek. perangai mcm 15++. muka da la mcm muka babi yg bulat tapi edit wit adobe photoshop bagi mata tu kecik nk mampos kepala besar dan edit2 bagi buruk. mcm tu la muka kau..HALIL. heh.

n yes yes. Ahpek..org mati2.. its sad la. esp when u hv to resust em.. i can imagine. but nvm la,org atas da calling2 tu. to refrain frm feeling sad..sing this in ur head.."Gone~ baby u're gone~" by Justin Timberlake. hahahaha.. k merepek.

ok la. wana rest.. e veins at e back of my legs..o.m.g i tell u..... tak lawa la.. nanti mcm maner nk kai seksi2 mcm tt polytechnic lecturer? ahpek nyer fav lecturer tu. hahaha.... OOOooOoWWw!

ok bye.

2005-10-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

OK HAPPY BDAE TO SYAIFUL NAZRI. kau da 18. perangai harap2 da ubah eh. hah.

n pada hari yg mulia ini jugaklah saya ingin mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih kpd md imran bin ruslan. anda telah berjaya mematahkan hati saya. tetapi kali ini anda telah score bonus. anda patahkan hati saya sampai tk dpt dipatahkan lagi. alangkah patah hati saya. tapi tkpe la, patahkan lagi banyak-banyak. ah siapa lagi orang-orang yg nk patahkan hati saya sila lah. tkpe, patahkan banyak-banyak. saya kan masih muda. masih bnyk masa lagi. jangan takut la. ada UHU glue aper. kalau tk cukup, leh lekatkan balik dgn glue gajah pon boleh. semua boleh.

alamak alamak alamak.....
bingit ah bebeh. wei she ma?! wei she ma wei she ma wei she ma..............urgh.

mmg la. eh hAs, get over it man.. too bad u met the wrong guy which u thought was the rite guy but he was the wrong guy. bla bla. watever la hAs. . .sembarang la hAs. . .ok diam la hAs. . .

2005-10-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

On my way home just now, i panicked. cuz i realized that my exams will be in like 1more week man. n i've got like truckloads to study. ok no. maybe bigfootloads to study. hah. so in order to avoid feeling guilty, i decided to read thru e notes available at e-tutor. i'm so addicted to the comp. itz like 'the life'. itz like music. music is my life. hah. ok,ttz rubbish.

To my twin susi: "Good luck wit u n Newa! U hv all my blessings bik jamu!" aha..

To my group members: "Sori i wasnt much of a help for the project"

To my boyfriend?: "Having a hard time? Makanlah Mentos. The freshmaker." ha..

Dear matair,

HALO HALO ARE YOU OK??! nt ok go doctor ok? k jk. awak rasa awak confused? aik. saya pon lagi confused. ahahahahahahahha!! u noe wat, i tink tt u're hiding sumtin frm me eh.. ttz y our situation now is somehow complicated n mcm wth. aper ni.. cuba bilang saya. cuba. erp cuba. tu la, problem kiter ni..boleh buat saya jadi giler. eh, da giler pon. hahahahaha.. stress la bebeh. terus jadi elated camni. alamak alamak alamak... cuba awak try bbual ngan saya. eh hAs,cuba ngan try kan sama! wahlaowei..alamak alamak..heh. dari emo2 terus jadi giler gini. danger beb. danger. ini perkara serious. like scarhead said, "lau serious masuk hospital tau!" alrite alrite. baiklah. begini sahaja. saya cadangkan, apabila awak ready nk bbual ngan saya. awak call la saya. tapi jgnlah lama sgt. nanti saya asyik fikiran je. cepat tua. asyik grouchy. saya tkmo. newae ingat. 1800-sifar-tujuh. vote la saya!! haha. k bedek. no seriously, i need u TO TALK TO ME MAN! ok la imran, nari nite shift awak. kerjalah baik2. keep our neighbourhood safe! ok bye.

Tadi saya ke town. Temankan Kin beli cookies famous amous & go-go hotdogs. *Sluurps* Pastu Kin alek..saya ke LP jumpa Chairman DAS & Mas. Drg nga main pool. mcm best gitu eh. Tapi saya tk minat sgt la main pool. heh..tngk org main suka. lau saya main,tak suka. Adalah saya ingatkan Mas mcm 19 ke..or any age older than me la..skali ploop ploop..dia lagi muda dari aku lah sayaaang~ hehe. tapi dia lawa beb..must be the mixed blood =)

Yes, buka with the Chairman of DAS at KFC tdy. N YES i got to eat my spicy szhechuan chickens. tapi beb..malu la mkn ayam depan Chairman. So,mkn pelan2 dan dgn penuh tertib. But i was still clumsy though. As eva~ Pastukan, the Chairman of DAS and i monitored our workers outside Taka. Wana see whether they're doing a good job setting up the big tent. So far our workers are very hardworking eh Chairman? No incident reports oso. Very good. Keep it up.

ERP! hAs berangan..padahal tngk org pasang2 tent jer sambil bbual..step monitor workers. diam la hAs.

The Chairman of DAS has been a very good fren n listener. thnk u Chairman. I appreciate it. *ceh,step maner peh formal je..duuuusssh!!!* hahaa.. ok even though u're a Chairman of DAS. pls cut down on tt ciggies. MISSY KATER TAK BAGUS UTK KESIHATAN !! if u gd,missy buy for u gula2 vit c k. next time we shall get sum ice cream n indulge in our own self pity k. ha..pathetic. but eh..cool eh kiter da kenal for like 4yrs++..mcm wow. ok stop it hAs..u're getting excited. ok ok.

i'm still thinking bout my boyfriend(?) now.. awak awak..kenapa awak buat saya camni.. *sigh*

alrite. it's super late now. gotta catch up wit my sleep. i tink it must have went until aljunied onli. nvm,nt tt far.. heh *evil grinz*

signing off,

SCARCHIN.

ooh hairy chest.

ok bye.

2005-10-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

today, i went out with ahpek. yes. we went to beach rd to so called check out e stuffs n e shoes. Areyz! kasut nyer tk lawaaaa laaaaaa...! haiya. but nvm. kiter buka di Beach Rd peh tempat mkn. ramai jugak la org.. teman2 dari our DAS & DNS association joined us at our empty seatS. mcm sedare. hmmp. oh yes. terserempak wit mai n the mamasitaz. orite2,u all pretty girls. haha. eh pastu kiter gi marina square dan suntec. we did alot of walking la. exercise kan da mkn.. but tdy was lame la. filled wit my lame jokes n ur retard acts. so k la, it was cool. heh.

hmm..watz happening to me n my matair? or do i even have one? itz not fair when u love sumone den.....there's e backout. IT IS NOT FAIR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiya.

just when u think tt everything is gona be beautiful n fine.. n there's e classical background music goin on.. skalii... ZREAaTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the ugly scenario starts. mcm wth sak..

but den n again.lets not indulge in self pity. "when u gotta go..u gotta go.." but lets hope u'll stay n we work this out. anyway,i've never known u as a quitter man.. but den n again,i shall nt hope for the best cuz it might be the worse.

alrite alrite.. gd bye pple.

gd nite. tmr gt skewl. alamak alamak.. i'm so not into the exam mode yet. buck up hAs...! haiya. tired la..sick n tired of skewl. ok no. without skewl ltr gt no future. tu ah.. kan kena blajar rajin2.. upgrade upgrade. nanti da besar gaji bomb. tk ya plant money tree..correct anot ahpek? ha..den can buy nice2 shoes n tt black puma jacket! jambu dok..

ok ok. bye!!

2005-10-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

"ain't nobody love you like i love you..~"

nice eh the song? very nice. like me. so nice. heh..

alrite2. just came back frm Geylang with my sec schl buddies. it was fun. although abit awkward initially. saw quite alot of peepz. lily n her frenz. zuin&wan. niza&family. appy & gf. hah..ramai la.

n to Rashidi. Congratulations! you've been PUNKED!!!! aha. tt was funny man. seriously.

just now b4 meeting them, i went to clementi alone for threading. STUPID. the girl stupid duno how to thread properly. nt even siak the eyebrows..STUPID. kecik2 tanak mampos. da besar thread salah2..alamak alamak..bingit ah bebeh.

will be working tmr together with hana dana. i hope its a simple function uh. leh lepak. den skali org nga nk semangat2 kerja,ahpek ajak me to beach rd. alamak alamak.. mcm nk pergi. bab nk tngk kasut pat sana har..tapi lau kerja dpt $$. lagi best. muahaha.. ahpek ni. wrong timing ah. but nvm. hv fun at work uh ahpek. jgn semangat donkey ah. hahaha....

i wana take more pics so can edit wit adobe. best kan..ok people! lau go out wit me bring camera or make sure ur hp gt camera. den we snap snap snap! FAHAM TAK?!

eh hAs..kan exam next next week. start STUDYing LA.................... ...

alrite alrite. bye la pple. n to syana..IT WAS GREAT SEEING YOU after sucha long time!!!!!!!!
n p.s:- go learn hw to go to tt m'sia place tau. den we'll go n get the bloody worms out. eew~aha

ok ok. bye!

=x

2005-10-14T06:43:00.000+08:00

It was on the month of Ramadhan.
We were watching video tapes in school.
Vidoe tapes showing how giving birth was like.
Seeing the baby's head at the vagina's opening made
us go.."OOOOOOOOUCCCHHHHHH !!!!!!"
And the vascular placenta. The many2 blood.
It was amazing.
Then teacher showed us animated porn titled: "where did i come frm?"
ha. that was funny. showed the parents having sex. vigorous sex mind u.
animated of cuz. hahahaha..
seeing all that..... ooooooo~
i was wet. oh soooo bloody weetttt!
i..i was..
i was having my period la....
ha. ha. ha.
=p
got ya~
hahahahahahahahahaha...

now now...i'm still figuring out which bloody kookoo gave away my no. to a bloody determined bodo tk reti bangla or whoever. it's scary siak !!
calling u using a private no. so u wun noe who n u'll just answer..n on the other line u'll hear..
"hasinah,how are you? i wana talk to you" eeeew!!!!!! in that pekat bangla accent. eeee eeee ee!
almost everyday pulak tu call. bodoh. bodoh. kecik kecik tanak mampos.. da besar menyusahkan org. hmmpf. irritating!

but anyway..

HAPPY 1ST TIME FOR NAFISAH & HASINAH !!! !!! !!

we're going for a facial dok nari. hahahahahaha..f-a-c-i-a-l. ah..mau bagi bersih itu muka la. so this marks another day in history. lol. yea yea~ pegi facial pagi2. excited!

n yea! tmr gona meet up wit e ex cdians. double triple yea! syana! rash! seypul! apip! farhan! n whoever is following. too bad rabz cant make it. awwwwwww~ hahahahaha

ok la. saya nak mandi. nk call naf cayang. bye cayang cayang semua!!

2005-10-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

The Syaitan Strikes Back

A year ago, there was a Princess who was on the verge of giving up hope on relationship. All the men only wanted to have the feeling of becoming a boyfriend of a Princess. But then came along a Prince a few months later. All cool and charming. He saw the Princess at her favourite hangout which was the Royal Alexandrial Hospital Hall 7. And thought, " hey,tt Princess looks familiar.." ah yes. The Princess was friends with the most talented and best soccer team on earth; The Berangan Boys. Obviously living up to their name.

So the Prince went back home. He ordered the most intelligent pigeon from India using his mastercard. He had seen it on television. The Prince then instructed the pigeon to pass a written note to the Princess. The mission was successful. Sad to say, after quite a few exchanged notes, they decided to meet up. Obviously at night after the Prince had finished fighting for the BAR Mawi war.

Initially, they were holding onto the 'just friends' belief. It continued that way for quite sometime. Since their palace were so near, they constantly meet up and just enjoyed each others companion. The Princess thought that The Prince was a very fun person to be with. He was funny and loves teasing. Everything was beautiful.

Later on, the Princess was informed a little bit about the Prince background. His ex-wife thought that he was dead when he was battling in the most ferocious war of all time; the Sadam War. So she met a new King and re-married. Sad.

The Princess thought, "hmm..this Prince may be devastated after watching the series of unfortunate events unfolding before him..so i'd better becareful"

Careful as she was, still, her heart felt so strongly for the Prince. She thought he was so much different from other man.

And finally, they lived happily ever after.

erps. it doesnt ends here.

Unfortunately, as months passed, problems started unfolding and folding. unfolding and folding. unfolding and folding. ok ok. ttz too much.

The Prince encouraged scandalism. The Princess thought that he was crazy. crazy. He would have to adjust his brain abit. All this must be the Syaitan's doings.

The Princess pondered in thai.(the prince was a myanmar) "Dulu i thought dia lain daripada yg lain. Nw i understand how lain is he frm the rest."

-he wasnt a partner material (alot to be elaborated)

-he loves to tease or shud i say, irritate or play jokes on her

But even though the Prince now encouraged scandalism, the Princess oppposed strongly to it. On the other hand, she encouraged faithfulism, babilism and loveyism . All sponsored by e DAS & DNS.

The Princess wondered wat was wrong with the Prince..she still is wondering now.. ...

to be continued .... ... .. .

CREDITS

THE PRINCE

THE SYAITAN

THE PRINCESS

2005-10-09T03:51:00.000+08:00

COKELAT : JAUH

Seribu tanya sesak di dada

Haruskah bimbang meraja

Lelah tepis harapanku

Sendiri mencari bayangmu

Kutunggu dirimu

Selalu

kutunggu

Walaupun

kutahu

Kau jauh .. kutahu .. kau jauh

just when u think that things are getting better.

in actual fact, itz getting worse.

cheers!

2005-10-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

" hek hok hek hok hek.. "

airpork airlines berbunyi.

dari jauh kulihat raut wajahmu..

kesemuanya tertib dan ayu..

baju mu yg menarik dan bermanik..

membuatkan ku pelik..

kerna pabila kau mendekati ku..

waduh..!

wajahmu seiras seperti siapa tu..

apa tu nama dia.. psshk..apa tu..

oh iya.

cik sal boleh.

boleh boleh.

haaa...

alrite. this is total crap.

did u realize that advertisements for mattresses such as king koil , slumberland and etc. are all cliche? it's always showing sumbody sleeping on lousy mattresses n having backaches or watsoeva. n there'll be some so called 'scientist' who would test on springs n such.. BORING.

" hek hok hek hok "

with just this 'sound' effect..i can think of many different things.

example of a new king koil advert :-

scene1:

a teenage couple havin sex on a king koil mattress in the girls room. doors locked.

a curious mother will put her ears against the door to hear for any 'unusual' noises.

but to no avail cuz all she can hear will be some music.

all thnks to.......King Koil. The number 1 mattress people trust.

just imagine if u're using normal mattress X.

there'll be the..

" hek hok hek hok "

haha.

so funny la i.

alrite alrite. i'll stop this creative session of mine..

so wat did i do tdy?

went to school for NAPFA test. in which i think i did super badly compared to those secondary school days. my 2.4 KM run timing was a bloody 17 minutes siak. ttz like e worst timing eva!

but wth..i was fasting. n its been sucha long time since i really ran. n e weather was friggin hot!

ha.. excuses excuses..

Den we slept at one corner of e school. one of e aircon rooms la. after all the strenous exercise + no water, our body needs to rest mah..n so we slept. all e other monkeys..e guys frm other courses were irritatingly noisy man. da la tak puasa..abeh mcm bangga ah tk puasa. sheesh.

After school, went off to collect my pay frm SSC. by tt time, my feet was killing me. it is still..

:( but heh..dana.ana n me buka di geylang. ate nasi briyani..drank bandung..bought deng2..

Eh ya hor.. it gets on my nerves how e public look at us. i mean, eh halo~ we're just in a school nursing uniform..we're still e same as u pple.. mcm irritating ah.. kiter pon manusia jugak tau. bkn patung berjln. hah.. oh yes. saw clinton my old sec school pal. FYI, dia da jadi naib president AMerika . haha. ok ttz lame.

i'm so sleepy oready. tmr still got onco lessons. gona study on death & bereavement. wooo best!

may be goin to city hall tmr after school. there's a body shop nyer discount. 70%.. susah la kawan ngan makcik2.. duit bnyk kluar. ahaha.. =x but see how la. i'm sooo lethargic. "minum lah royal jelly.." ha..

ala..da lama tk jumpa matair saya. da braper hari eh..da 1week seh! mm..

" rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!! rindu serindu..rindu nyaaaaaaa aaaaaahhhh"

hahahaha..

ala ok la enuff la.

encik..saya mau tido.

ok tido tido.

ok terima kasih.

ok bye.

*yay yay!! tmr can get ur car back oweadi..but e price u're paying..hmmpf..*

"tak sanggup lagi aku...mengenang kisah laluuuuuuu"

ok ok bye.

i LOVE my MATAir !

2005-10-05T05:54:00.000+08:00

when itz good. itz great.

but when itz the opposite, it sucks.

big time.

so lets just learn to live with it.

and they said, "nothing lasts forever"

but when it comes to affairs of the heart,

i'd want mine to last forever.

imran

that's just how much u mean to me.

so i'll end this entry with an..

" i love you loads b.."

2005-10-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

my wish. the eagerness to bantai pple. it was granted. thanks kin. kau la segalanya. ha..
kau tumbuk aku. aku tumbuk kau. best. but we shud stop doin it already. nanti betul gaduh,susah beb.

i'm not sure if itz due to pms. but i've been feeling kinda angry lately. i wonder why. little little things may irritate me so much. there must be a cause. i think i noe y. but..*shrugs* maybe i should include 'violence' in my middle name. to be exact,it has to come before the 'bte' ha..very funny hAs...

thnks for just being a fren lately. maybe i shud get tt to my head. tt ttz ur way of a 'relationship'. i duno ah,maybe i'm expecting too much. i noe u already told me all these. but hey.. i wun mind if we're not meeting up frequently. but at least if we keep in contact by a simple sms n short calls here n there..dun u tink it'd be better? i'll be fine with it if once in awhile we dun do all these..but everyday? sak... org tau la u're bz n at e end of e day u're gona be super tired. aaaah...

*sigh*

i dun think i'm being childish here. oh. pardon me if i'm just 17. yet to turn 18. but i still have logical rationales so as to y i'm feeling this way..

ok la wateva la. newae, happy fasting to all.
gd nite.

2005-10-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

SORRY kin lau aku tertendang kaki kau kuat sangat dan tertumbuk tetek kau skali.
aku tau sakit giler.

SORRY abah lau hAs terbingit jap ngan abah.

SORRY dana lau i put u in a spot for awhile jz nw.

SORRY imran if i sounded angry. i was la.. i was annoyed with u. hmmpf.

I AM BORED. i feel like hitting and beating up someone. and biting his/her hand.

eeeeeeeeeeeee....geram ah.

babi.

2005-10-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

"Bebot bebot bet bebot bebot bet..." ....

I AM A WONDER WOMAN but i'm only lacking of WONDER BRA ! !
k. yeah i noe i'm lame. it runs in the friendship blood. kan bdk madrasah.

i'm gona enjoy my saturday. for the whole of last week. 24/7, i've been on my feet. schooling. dancing. working. itz crazy i tell u. and now, i just came back frm work. it was so super tiring. ytd nite i slept over at dana's place to complete our project. what a babilism moment. only had 3hours of sleep. the feeling of stress..aaaah. heaven. anyway, today was the talent quest finals.
n guess wat peepz? WE FREAKING WON !!! FIRST PLACE!!! woohoooooooooooooooo!!!
it was soooo unexpected man. soooo unexpected. nevertheless, we did make frenz with the other 'groups'. showmanship as they said. so i bet u'll noe..there were alot of photo taking n stuffs. n den..i went to work. wit ana. work was great. but my feets..aching!!

thought of watching a mid nite movie with imran. the corpse bride. but haiya..he'd prefer to hanky panky wit fir rather than me =( lol lol. hAs... LLW. i'm all alone at home tonight man. n tmr nite. n tmr tmr's nite also. cuz ibu n 2kids went for a short hols and abg will always be bz. hahahaahahhahahah!!!!!!! I LOIKE!!!!!!!

aaargh. there's another project.............can i cry first? haha.alaaaa.....tired la. k la i sleep. gd nite.

2005-09-27T12:51:00.000+08:00

H A P P Y 5 M O N T H S to US

hope u'll love the 'minyak kapak scented' note i gave u.

hahaha..

love youuu sooooo muuuuuch!

muacks!

2005-09-25T04:22:00.000+08:00

i had to drag myself reluctantly up frm e depths of oblivion,subconsciously knowing sumtin terrible was goin to happen. sumtin terrible was goin. sumtin terrible was going to happen if i dun get out of bed to go to school je la. hahahaha.. idiot u hAs.but i think my comic sense is getting the best out of me now. 'LOL lol' *LLW*

3/5 days last week,i skipped morning lectures.it was just sooo hard to wake up.wonder wats the problem.i need the de-lazy potion pls.hah! but still,u're never too far bebeh..
oh ya. we got into the finals for the talent quest shit. unexpected. such poor management la this business course in skewl. bodoh bodoh~

tdy was my first day at work. it was fun though even though we were the only 2 female malays waitresses eh dana eh? the guys were friendly. so were the manager n captains. so i think its gona be good la. finally,i'm earning my own money! wohhooooo~

imran went to batam tdy.will be back tmr.tu pon da rindu dia..aiyayaaaaii..!~

tdy,i'm all alone at home. wohooo!~ so peaceful. can walk arnd naked oso nvm. muahahahah

i'm blank. oh ya! just nw while at work,i spotted this indian small boy. one look at him..i chuckled. his face looked exactly like willy wonka's small workers.hahahahahahaha!!!! no offense ya small boy. hahahahahahahhahahahah!! "willy wonka! willy wonka!"

ok yea~ tmr berangan boy ada match at gan eng seng...good luck boys! dun tink i'll be there? its nearly 5am nw n i'm nt asleep yet! hahaahahahaha..gileeeeeerrr~ ok la. chao bebeh!

2005-09-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

Congrats boyfren n team for makin it to the soccer finals. You guys won the match at Police Academy against the fittest team today. Yay yay menang lagi......! ok enuff bout my matair. anyway matair, this sunday ada match ok.tempat biasa.zam just told me..kk.enuff.

i gathered new words from my lovely mosby dictionary. words such as pseudohermaphrodite, priaprism and even xanthopsia. i luuurve their meanings. can manipulate it into different means.
*evil*

anyway,who said being a nurse was easy? loads to learn about. cuz yea,we're takin care of patients holistically. furthermore, we're even taught on how to 'survive' in the working world. our academic calender is soooo cramped! accelerated module..hah. freakin ass.

Things to note:

(1) Submission of CDP assigment: 20 September 2005
(2) Competition Date : 23 September 2005
(3) Oncology Project : 27/29 September 2005?
(4) Corpse Bride in cinemas : 29 September 2005
(4) BCLS : 12 October 2005

n there will also be the upcoming tests. duno when's the date. haiya.

i'm so tired now. n oh ya. had the behavioural science test just now. quite fine i guess..
n that was the first time i did my test so untidyly. the handwriting sucks. just plain lazy man.

B1 wont be coming to skewl tmr. maybe. she's gt infection. again. ttz true inflammation eh naf? warm to touch n red. hah..kena gigit nyamuk manusia. tu la,hAs da ckp. platypus tkle tinggal pat darat. degoooool! huahauhauha..

lazy la wana come skewl tmr. 3hours of ganesan's career development and planning class. RUbbish ah. its not effective..just not effective. even though doing the resume will be of an advantage..but...

tdy is tiring. tomorrow will be very tiring. tomorrow tomorrow wil be superbly very tiring..
n it gets more tiring each day. tire tire tire. so i bet u too are tired reading this tiring entry. tiring isnt it? hah.

chao bebeh. i love u sooo much boyfren jahat tapi baik tapi jahat. munYo munYo!~ but i still love u though. just like you love me. love love love. everyday i love u more or less. hahahah!!! more n more la. den i'll sing for u. just like i love u by justin timberlake. den if u say u dun love me. den i'll sing to u.."Where is the love?" if still no,den i'll sing to u"cry me a river" ok wateva hAs. den they'll sing to me "Shut up just shut up shut up"

ha... ok bye.

2005-09-17T17:05:00.000+08:00

HappY 21st BirthdaY BoyfweN ! ! !

stay happy n stay with me owaez.

hahahahahahahahahaha !

alrite alrite. enjoy k.

love u loads !!

do u love me too ??

yes ! u love me too! i noe~

wow~ this is soo wonderful !

i love you. and you love me..

this is so annoying!

yes i noe.

tehee !

hUgs & kissEs,

-matair awak-

2005-09-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ! !
wa'alaikumusalam ! !

gd evening people. today,i'll be explaining to u people what is 'sexual disorders'.

It is classified into 2 types:

sexual dysfunction(difficulties at a particular phase of e sexual response cycle)
paraphilias(psychosexual disordes)

E.g. of Sexual Dysfunction:

Hypoactive Sexual desire (absent desire for sexual activity)
Sexual Aversion (dislikes sexual contact with a sexual partner)
Female Sexual Arousal (inability of a woman to complete sexual activity with adequate lubrication)
Male Erectile (unable to maintain erection thruout sexual activity)
Male or Female orgasmic Disorder (delay or total absence of orgasm)
Premature Ejaculation (persistent ejaculation wit minimal stimulation)
Dyspareunia (genital pain when having sex)

Types of Paraphilia:

Exhibitionism (flasher)
Fetishism (sexual arousal frm contact with non-living objects; lingerie)
Pedophilia (sexual interest directed primarily towards children)
Frotteuris (recurrent sexual touching of strangers without consent)
Voyeurism (sexual arousal at secretly viewing a nude body)
Sexual Masochism (sexual pleasures derived frm being tortured physically)
Sexual Sadism (sexual pleasure derived frm the suffering of others)
Transvestic Fetishism (sexual fantasies involving cross dressings)
Zoophilia (sexual fantasies acts with animals)
Necrophilia (sexual fantasies acts involving corpse)
Babilism (sexual interest directed primarily towards babi)

alrite alrite. just kidding bout the last one la............... .................... ....

ok thnks for ur attention. now 1 topic down..alot more to gooooooooo...

its 2230hrs already..so excited!

alrite alrite..i had a great day today. its just one of those unusual days whereby i could open up my eyes during the entire lessons n really pay attention. hah.. oh ya. congrats boyfriend on winning tt soccer match at P.A against the "ghurka"(?) 2-1 uh..n yay! u scored 1 goal. bravo~

behavioural science(2) test will be this monday. its so fast. just 2 weeks after school reopens n boom! there u hv it..the tests..n projects..n assignments..n wateva.

ey zam! how bout tt job??! i want it. i wana get lotsa things..so i'm gona need cash. things i hv in mind:

le coq sportif shoes @ suntec: $79.90
mp3 of my own
clothes clothes n more clothes
new slippers
a bag
more ling ling eerie..more more more!

ok la. that's it for now. aaargh. this is soo frustrating....

eh just now saw nora n kak zurr at my skewl. they're having 4Pm stuffs. all so sweet in their baju kurung..fiweet~

ok ok. better start studying. chao bebeh!

2005-09-15T09:57:00.000+08:00

fucked up la.

2005-09-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

13th September 2005. hari malas semua! all of us dragged ourselves out of bed....ee penat~

went to school for the sake of onco lessons. pcb was cancelled. so, hooray~
career development class was as usual.. -> b-o-r-i-n-g. practically i did nothing much.
read blogs. listen to mp3. sent stupid e-mails to naf n imran. haha.

-yann & shai went for a 2yrs holiday.
1 to P.A another to Jln Bahar.
take care guys...
miss u guys many many.
bleargh. huahahahahaha!

there's sooo much things on my mind now. problem many many.
mana money money? kaki bila mau baik? many lama-lama....
next week da test. aiyo ama apa ilek!!! hah~

oh ya. keep it up la eh ahpek. doin good for ur medic tests eh. i hate medics! bunch of lazy pple!
muahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mm..maner ni matair saya.....................................................................

alrite alrite..after skewl tadi we went over to dana's place. helped them out with their project.
sibok tau. haha..nah~ i had fun! it was hilarious! super funny. as usual i was the hantu dapur.
yadiya... and people! sebenarnya saya takut kucing..seram la kena scratch. BUT! dana's cat boboy was sooooooo fat n heavy n sedap to hug! n he doesnt scratch. so cute. i like! even took pics with him.. heh. gerek ah. tngk ni..

and oh ya. kin got her bike license. tu..dia nga pegang tu. saya tompang je..

hahaha..dat is soooo super kental. but it was funny ah...

n den i went home..took the train. skali at jur east terserempak wit fami goreng. so yea,got a company till cwealth. it felt awkward. but wateva..hah. we talked quite abit. den ttz it. goodbye.

maner ni matair sayaaaaaaaaaaaa.......................................................

ooooh yes. i miss my cousins. like ija..mariam.. one day we hang out k. go mkn or sumtin.

maner ni matair sayaaaaaa...............................................

haiya. tmr still got school. tired la! balik2 skola balik2 skola..eh mesti la skola! bodoh sak. lau tk da besar nk jadi aper? eh,jadi police la. haiya. hidup pon susah. mati pon susah.

eh,maner matair saya ni...................................

ok la.penat ah. nak sleep. bye pple.
see u di segment yg lain ya.
byeeeeeeeee..
*muka evil*

ok bye.

2005-09-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

READ THIS ! ! !

while revising for my oncology just nw,my youngest sis(sarah) came up to me.

she was asking me about blood stuffs n about HIV. mcm saaaaak!~ bdk pri 2 seh..

anyway i explained to her watz HIV n how it's transmitted la.

and i asked her..

Me: Eh,in the first place,do u noe wat is sex anot?
Her: Ya la,when boy n girl kiss2.
Me: Somemore?
Her: When they open their clothes n bath together..
Me: N do wat?
Her: Kiss ah..peluk2..
Me: hah budak..u've been watching too much tv la.
go n find out urself nanti bila da besar la...

but people..this is the best part. Joke of THE DAY.

Me: Sarah,do u noe wat is vagina?
Her: No..
*so i explained to her*
Me: OK,if girls have vagina..boys have?
*silence..*
Her: Oh sarah tahu!!!
Her: BOYS HAVE PONY TAILS!

ni adik betol damn...

2005-09-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

masa utk tido.

bye.

2005-09-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY. what a bore.
woke up doing nothin.msg a boyfren huz busy at work.
got a call from an old pal.
wanted to hang out but plan was cancelled.
chatted wit a fren huz not as hungry as me.
abit shocked to get to noe tt tt fren had a smoke
with an ex bf sis at their place. small world.
an ex bf current gf was nice enuf to msg me in msn.
apologized bout the past. which i can't seem to rmbr wat happened. but who cares? it was the past.
open the front door only to see an extremely small grouchy monster alone.
ever heard.."woa..ur face so black!" yea. so ttz my youngest sis.
so different from the other one.constant mood swings.weird.
got a call from a fren huz in deep shit. ex boyfriends. such an issue. bad one.
big bro came home with an injured arm.
skid on the road while delivering pizza.
ouch. bikes are just dangerous. he skid almost 2 lanes. mad.
food. totally forgot bout it. n the medication. aargh.
its nearly 5pm. so yea,its a stay home saturday again.
changed my blog skin. enough of lion stuffs. hah.
this time round,i did it myself. which i must say,bole tahan la.
haiz. i'm hungry. n grouchy. n bored. idiot.

i'm sooo missing a boyfren. a very busy busy very tired tired bound to be sick boyfren......

sigh.

oh ya. full circle happened ytd nite. they said i've a twin. but she's a yr older than me. eh,tt makes us triplets. me susi. me nora. me susi nora. cool. i'll post the pics once i hv it aite.

helo. i need a job.askin money frm ibu is totally out.can't be too dependent on dad.zam said maybe he could land me a job. asap pls. urgh. to make things worse..the day will be here any sooner n i'm broke? hah. madness. fuck.

alrite alrite..i'll bath rite now. ok bye!

2005-09-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum pple.
kesian korang. asyik menyaksikan org bicker bicker.
masyaallah..mari kiter bersama-sama..
"nas aluka yaman hullallah hulazi la ila ha ila huwo' rohmannurohim...almalikulkudususalamulmukminu azizul ja'abar.."

aku ni baru pulang dari ceramah ramadan di masjid sultan.
so, as per normal..i only catch the most important note of the day.
"welcome ramadan with hati yg suci,with a smile on ur face"
di bulan ramadan, kiter tkle gaduh2

ok la. maybe hAs semangat raya. huahahaha..!
skrg,nk pi hang out wit abg yann kiter yg lagi berapa hari masuk ns.
kiter go max brenner minum SUCKAO!

chao bebeh!

2005-09-09T15:52:00.000+08:00

mungkin aku deleted the previous entry sebab aku taknak anymore bickering.
mungkin by deleting the previous entry, things would hv gotten better?
mungkin aku dun wish to gaduh sebab aku sayang kawan?
mungkin aku tak delete the previous entry sebab aku ni coward?
mungkin kau kena suspect la sikit bila bbual eh?
mungkin aku ni terasa kan?
mungkin aku pon mcm tulis ur link pasal bontot?
mungkin kalau kau refer to only 1 person kau tak akan pakai "they"?
mungkin we thought u could take jokes.
mungkin kiter salah?
mungkin dia tak instruct kitorang to 'attack' u by writing an entry each?
mungkin we wrote it on our own accord?
mungkin we made a mistake by mentioning names?
mungkin kiter rasa patut jadi tak jadi misunderstanding?
mungkin kitorang ni terasa kan?
mungkin hAs ngan Q paisey la kan?
mungkin mmg kitorang yg salah la kan?
mungkin kalau kwn sendiri tulis sampai begitu skali kitorang tk terperanjat la kan?
mungkin by mentioning names kitorang tak coward?
mungkin the word 'hypocrite' wasnt a suitable word?
mungkin kalau brave enuf to point out u shud hv approached the 'they'?
mungkin kitorang semer da melampau?
mungkin SEMUA bersalah sekarang?
mungkin aku tak ckp org tkle sensitive?
mungkin kau ni mcm keterlaluan?
mungkin kalau kau tak tau apaper kau patut diam?
mungkin skrg terlalu ramai org terbabit?
mungkin yg maki cuma satu org saja?
mungkin monday ni kiter bbual k?
mungkin kitorang pls jgn gaduh?
mungkin tk patut pasal ni kitorang gaduh?
mungkin kalau krg tak nak jugak..
mungkin aku tak tau la nk buat aper? ???

apa ke heh?!

2005-09-09T12:06:00.000+08:00

aLRITE aLRITE..

i'm sorry u....

i was just too

shocked??

all this shudnt

be happening...

its wrong......

lets jz 4give & 4get.

possible?

u may hate..but..

u're still my fren...

ok bye.

hmm

2005-09-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

nari saya kluar bersama Umi & Abah (rekaan semata-mata)

kiter go tanglin mall. den went havelock rd.nama nyer ada sale lingerie. hah!! bila pergi..semer bangsa coli yg BESAU NAK MAMPOS yang boleh sumbat muka punya. tipa tertipu tetipu tetipa!

we headed to bugis junction after tt. took bus 51. RAMAI ahpek2. semer mcm fierce2 sak. agaknyer dulu drg masih muda masuk gang eh. mcm 369, pakhaitong salakau ke..sembarang ah. atau WILDBOYS ke. heh heh heh..anyway we makan at the famous coffeeshop which i dun even noe the name. heh..tong seng eh? ah wateva la. i had fish soup with rice. hah..susah la ada diet restriction ni. sigh.

licin giler dok. mcm nw u see,nw u dun!

oh ya. i saw this girl at tanglin mall jz nw.

she was wit her bf la of cuz..ok enuff

tdy was fine la. spent money on food. that's it. FOOD. abah bought brownie n a nice drink at this cafe. ok la~bole tahan je. we had fun. they were funny.
n abah.."KIA?!!!!!!" HAHA..stupid stupid so called indian/punjab lady.

n oh ya. must tell u guys. a young chinese girl fell down rite inf of my eyes!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.......................................hahahahha.....hahahahahaha..
so funny la u girl. blind ah?! nampak sah benda tu terpampang dihadapan anda. gendengz. *buat muka slenge*

abehkan..tadi otw hm dlm mrt.there's this tall chinese man..he works in ikea la. cuz of the uniform he's wearing. i think he forgot to take off his name tag. lau nama sedap tkpe..ni nama "SONNY SENG" alamak bebeh..wa caya sama luuuuu..muakz

ok la..got nothing more to say except saya rindu matair saya many many!

pacarku berlightbulb.

heh heh. lub u many many.

2005-09-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

it was a STAY HOME FRIDAY today.
woke up in the morning cuz i gt a call frm boyfren who was @ work.
he was doing BIG business! sibuk only..pple wana slp u kacau.
heh heh..but nvm. at least i woke up hearing ur voice sayang =)

practically did nothing tdy. read my tabbner on the different colours of faeces n what it means & on skin disorders n stuffs. did the laundry. spent hours inf of the comp. had a movie marathon wit lil sis. slept. bath. n the whole of tdy,i only ate bread with eggs n sliced fried fish with thousand island. yummmy? hah.

actually i went to a chinese physician ytd. regarding my skin ttz freakin me out. frm white spots it developed into rashes. or is it? must be due to the sun n sea la. but wth. i had fun. anyway,the pruritus is killing me. so the best cure is to sleep!
the physician gave me this herbal medicine. which is soo much like jamu. YUCKS!! but i'm too desperate to even think about omitting the medication.so yea,had to finish up the whole 8packets till monday n come for another appointment. clear instructions were given:

THOU SHALL NOT:-
1) eat seafood
2) eat fried food
3) havy any spicy food; chilliesssss
4) n no curry
5) do not sweat too much
and am advice to eat more fish n vege.. BORIIIINGGGG....

all these strict diet restrictions are makin me grouchy. no chillie..sak............

anyway,back to apa saya buat pada hari ini.

(1) saya kacau kawan saya SITI NOORAISHIKIN BTE ABDULLAH.
"tipa tertipu tetipu tipu tetipaaah" heh heh..

tkde..sebenarnye..tadi time nk take an afternoon nap,saya msg dia. saya suruh dia turun NUH. Bab saya accident. tapi actually cuma bedek je la. nanti mesti dia reply.."huh accident aper?" saya nk jawab.. "accident langgar semut"

sekali..dua kali.. kwn saya ni saya rasa hati dia baik giler dan dia syg giler pat saya. boleh2 eh dia call saya. tapi each time.saya reject. sebab budget. saya suruh dia msg..tapi dia tanak. dia nk call jugak. hehe. ok at last dia percaya tt saya bedek. abeh dia ckp saya 'babi kau hAs' hahahaha..standard.ala kin..cayang kau. heh!

maner ni naf. nak kater kena kidnap..saya rasa tak larat org nk kidnap bdk tu. m.i.a lama beb. kiter semua tunggu dia utk send pics yg kitorang ambil..
"di mana dia..anak platypus saya? anak platypus saya di..hmmm" NAAAAAAFFFFF!!!!!agaknyer dia pat hospital. tulang belakang patah kot. bab pat sentosa,saya asyik suruh dia piggy back je. hahaha..mmm..tk mungkin la.

besok..besok nk gi lepaaaak ngan dana abah nisha Q shikin n the rest. tu pon semua lom confirm. besok nak main game 'bluff' best tau. saper kalah kena bogel. hahaha!!

k la,i shall update u pple bout our 3D2N chalet @ Sentosa later later. till den..
bubbye kengkawanz!!!

SHHhh..!! matair saya tenga sleeep..dia penat!

sayaaaang nyerrrrr pat matair saya. terima kasih ah hmm hmm hmm! heh.

2005-08-29T07:20:00.000+08:00

ok last before i go.

md imran! i'd expect to see u there on 31st august! heh.

n in advance, MERDEKA to M'sia & Happy 19th Bdae CT nurhUda!

ok chao.

2005-08-28T14:56:00.000+08:00

sigh. just came back from sultan mosque. the ceramah was sooooo not for pple like me. anyway the title of the ceramah was 'POWER LADY, SHE'S MY LADY' hahaha..i was practically laughing in my evil heart n goin like,'wth' throughout it. i mean,for others yg mcm in their mid 20's n above..yg ada masalah within themselves,this talk is gd for them. yg dtg pon bnyk makcik2 n kakak2 yg da 20+. i bet i was like the youngest. except for the small kids yg ikut mak drg la... haiya.

anyway the only thing i learnt was: "never to ungkit2 the past" which i think is true in order for u to live life positively n avoid unneccesary misunderstandings.

n i thoght tt ibu wasted her 25 bucks on me. i was sooo unmotivated. ahahaha... member bingit. tapi tkpe..tk psl. ala,kan lebih bagus ibu bagi me tt money to buy stuffs. ibu ni..

n i missed the berangan boys in action at gan eng seng also. urgh. boring. see la, wun get to see imran with the lion hair..n yann's weak eyes..n shai's chopstick legs yg kiyut2..n to witness the farting machines pollute our environment. hahaha..i hope they'll win todays' match.. *amin*

went to town ytd..didn't get to eat the venezia ice cream cuz the lemon flavour dabes! n didn't even get to eat the gogo cheese hotdogs cuz ORG TU LAMBAT!! hmmpf.
u're lucky i didn't bantai u as agreed. kalau tak.............. haha,u tau pe jadi.
muka u calar2 beb,u nyer trotters pon tk powerful sgt. huahaha..but i noticed one great thing bout u b. so proud of ya...syg dia :) ah yea,even saw fie. hah..~

but watever it is, HOORAY! tmr is sentosa day! in less than 24hrs,we'll finally be there. oOoOoo..wee!! excited excited excited!!! we're gona hv bbq too! so naf,the job is all urs. haha..ltr gona meet Q at bt panjang..buy charcoal n our suntann oil. hmm..pon jumpa syana. da lama tk nampak dia.

ok yeah. so this will be ma entry till wednesday prolly. i'll be back with lotsa pics n stories to tell!!!!!!!!!!!!! woOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooo

2005-08-27T03:42:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling oh so crazy rite nw..listening to b.e.p the whole time. crazy blogskin n stupid techno song. ahahaha..sooo not me. maybe itz the hantu tetek. eh i mean hantu holiday. muahahaha. pervert u hAs. *blush*

2005-08-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

ROAR! ok pple. this is my new blogskin for the moment. brutal dokz. haha..i noe itz abit too childish. but i just wan sumtin for a change. futhermore itz somewhat related to me n my boyfren. haha.

alrite alrite.. arrgh..sumtin got into my eyes. pain pain !! k enuff.

n yeah! to matair saya! BBBBBbbb!!!!! ITZ 4MONTHS ALREADY! so happy 4months darling. our pet lion da 4months old seh. da besar dia..besok we go zoo k b? visit dia. hahahahaha!! tk ya bawa daging. bagi je perut i yg muscle tu..heh.

DATES TO REMEMBER

[1] 29-31 Aug: all girrlz chalet @ sentosa
[2] 5 Sept: School re-open
[3] 8 Sept: Ah Pek nyer 22 bdae
[4] 9 Sept: Cousin Said goin ns at mandai camp
[5] 17 Sept: matair saya nye bdae
n yadiya....

stayed hm the whole day today. rest my body. hah! i'm feeling so much better..only slight running nose..n my nose..haiya. just imagine the after effects of running nose + tissue + frequently = dry! urrgh..stupid. ahaha!! sooo sorrry awak. guess tmr u're just gona have to bear wit me! *neh neh poo poo* means tetek taik. haha. gross.

haiya. "dollar sign alert! insufficient funds for hasinah. help" (dlm suara robot)
heh..

yayness!~ besok kluar dgn boyfren to taka. mkn gogo hotdogs. sedap! esp the cheese hotdog~ aaaah heaven..n tmr i'm gona hv tt venezia ice cream..n sliced watermelons!
oooooohh!~ sooo sedap..no wonder my tummy getting more muscular nowadays. cannot help it la. sexy. hahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha!!!!!!!!!! tak dapaaat..........

ok last. terima kasih kwn saya azri for changing my blogskin for me. n to dana,thnk u in advance for goin to help me put some music in here.

-my hump..my hump my hump my hump-

2005-08-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

good news pple...

EXAMS ARE OVER. ITZ THE HOLIDAYS!

wohoo! today exactly at 1030hrs,it was a 'merdeka!' n finally our long awaited n well deserved holiday is here. happy nyer..but i'm sick now! boohoo..
alteration in comfort: running nose + slight temperature abeh drg bagi discount + cough. y do they usually work in threes? sigh. moz prolly it'll go off by tmr..or tmr tmr tmr tmr as wished by imran cuz he said i was too hyperactive which practically made him go brain dead. b! who the hell eats hotdogs with lemon grass? haha. slenger ah dekni. haha. tapi saya tetap sayang bnyk2.. kiss dia~ *muacks*

but bad news. i haven got any job! boohoo part 2.boriiiiiing.......

P.S :-

to the 'fuck man' guy. fuck off. alih2 dtg alek maki org..BODOH!!!! !@$@#%#%^#$DS!@! kan bagus kalau kau diam2 saja..irritating ah!

2005-08-23T18:32:00.000+08:00

babi nowadays. so popular. so many photoshoots. boosting up their business. so creative. cherries. spotlights. ribbons. flowers n etc. i wonder how much are they being paid by the restaurants. sure look good with the glaze. 'Glazing good' haha.
you can just walk past jur east ntuc tt area. the direction to CK. there's a poster on the 2nd floor. a beauty. glazed beauty. heh.

yea. 1 paper down. 1 more to go. den it'll be done. not afraid of failing. just scoring. hmm. tak boleh tak boleh. should hv seen my face when i saw the structured questions for Bio just now. wth written all over my face. ala nevermind. no need to worry so much cuz we'll only be getting the results by the end of the year.

wee. can't wait for our all girls chalet next monday. it'll be 3 full days of sun tanning. late nights. slumber party. strictly junk food consumers. smoke n alcohol free obviously. like duh. girlish stuffs such as doing manicures or playing around with make ups n hairs. n we will have the luxury to walk around half naked or maybe even naked. haha. i'd expect that frm shikin. n oh ya. more of the sea please. itz been so long since i swam. n games. fun fun fun. can't wait. n definitely need to bring hp charger. lau tak nanti rindu matair saya. heh heh. ah last one. DIGI CAM. dun forget. take lotsa pics. wohooo. gona come back with glazing skin just like the babis. muahahaha. nah.

n well done hasinah. kamu hanya menggunakan tanda titik for ur whole entry. no tanda seru or tanda soal insight. aah reason being haspehsukeah. ok bye.

*back to studying PCA mode*

2005-08-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

alrite..i just came back home 15minutes ago. went to ghim moh with imran to watch the match chelsea vs arsenal. n FREAK! Chelsea won..bodoooh!! haiya. anyway tt goal wasn't fantastic. so..duh~ but the tender best chicken..oooh! i tell u..SEDAP! shud go try..the one at ghim moh ah k.slurrps*

1 more day to go till the BIO paper n i'm still so unprepared yet laidback. wassup eh? i mean,nowadays i feel so tired n sleepy most of the time. the heavenly BED is always calling me.."come come..rest on me~" u noe tt kinda thing. -shrugs-

"saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada BERANGAN BOYS dan Alexandra Hospital. Tanpa mereka,saya begitu saja. Skrg,saya suda begini selalu. Ah ya itu dia..ok la,i lub u all!"haha.ok lame hAs. but nah,i'm thankful. seriously.

SAYA SAYANG MATAIR SAYA !! !! munyo munyo munyo....~ geram wei..hugzzzZzZ

-interpol-
"i submit my incentive is romance
i watch the pole dance of the stars
we rejoice cuz the hurting is so painless
from the distance of passing cars
but i am married to ur charm n grace
i just feel crazy like the good old days
yeah u make me want to pick up a guitar
and celebrate the myriad ways that i love you"

2005-08-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

english premiere league, CHELSEA vs ARSENAL. 1055hrs.
watch it.

2005-08-20T18:24:00.000+08:00

aaargh. can't seem to concentrate on studying. feel so restless. grouchy. urgh. waited almost whole day. at last say tk jadi. alamak.. tido lagi cantik beb. seblom tu mkn dulu. kasi perot happy..............................happy stomach=happy me.
feel like watching a movie. n playing arcade. or go for a swim at sentosa... haiya.
irritating ah...............

2005-08-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

tdy is 18th August. 1 more week till hols..can't wait! so excited! esp for our all girls Sentosa chalet. wohoo!!

23rd AUGUST: BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE(2) EXAM
25th AUGUST: PATIENT CARE (A) EXAM

study study study..boleh jadi giler. but so far so gooood. first time ever in my life i did freakin well for tests~ wohoo!! quite satistfied wit myself. heh..hope it'll remain like this owaez. amin.. heh. but still cannot make it wit the GPA to go str8 to poly for the diploma i think. but nvm..got other better ways =)

fariz n gang performed in school today. for the talent quest thing. WE WERE LATE! so didn't get to see them perform live. haiya. went to bugis wit dana hana n naf. ate at tt famous coffeeshop. sedap oi..bought ear studs at last. hasinah so cerewet. pukul baru tau. n munyo munyo..so sad... =( i wanted to get this shoe. lawa n the price mcm tk dpt sak pat tempat lain..but there's NO SIZE!!! ggrrr..ROaR!!! nw i'm only left wit a pathetic slipper. so unless i say helo to work..i'll get to say helo to the the shoe at suntec tu pon..wawa dokz..oooooo....

YEA! tmr nk gi carrefour lagi! nak play the game pat tv tu. cool shit tau~ u all shud try goin there. ada this game yg connected pat tv. $129..mahal sak. tapi mcm amazing ah. permainan skrg da UP sikit. heh..ok,oso the food nice n cheap. mkn mkn..gemuk gemuk..buncit buncit..its sooo hasinah. except for gemuk ah. hahaahaa

tonite matair saya kerja mlm..happy workin b! keep our neighbourhood safe frm wild animals.(e.g.: lion + babi + kodok monster= you!) heh..kiddin..miss u boyfren~

ok la,so i'll burn the midnite oil tonite. study!! endocrine system..here i come!!

-p.s: i miss syanana rabz fanana lily jeslin jimi too!- cdss..those were the days..

ooooh

2005-08-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

HAK HAAAK HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKK!!!!!!!! PUMP IT! PUMP IT!

heh..eh halo halo! r u ok?! nt ok go doctor!

firstly..to 'memberkau' ..eh eh kau..kepol.hehe. how have i affected u? do me havin a bf affect u in any way? emotionally psychologically or anythin? asal ni.. kau suke aku eh..lah...asal tk bilang siang2.. kau ni pon.. wasted la.. tapi lau kau ni mcm kwn aku yg lain..cam biasa je. aper kata kau baca aku peh previous entries. ok? aku tahu aku kental. takya nk remind. hahaha..aku kental ke..belo ke..kelakar ke..pon kau mengaku kau member aku per. tol tak. heh heh..ok la. member aku take care eh. ingat..lain kali jgn pendam rasa di hati. nanti jadi cam babi. tag org..sibuk. tehee!
_______________________________

aaah..sedap sket..lega hati beta..wuahahaha

ok pple. i've been busy wit test yg menimbun..but exams are next week. after tt..my WELL DESERVED HOLS~!! wohooo!! 1 week only. but nvm,at least better than nothing. planning to work. NAK DUIT! mak saya kater,lau nk duit mintak bapak. sebab mak da tkder duit utk saya. jahat eh. haha..tapi aper yg bapak saya bagi mcm tk cukup! nk beli baju..footwear..rabak ah. kesian saya. heh heh heh..money~ work=money. my money. beeest nyer!!

haiya. computer kena reformat. gambar lagu semer hilang. boring... borinngggg...
eh anyway hav u guys watched charlie n the chocolate factory?? GEREK KAN!!
1) Flags of the World
2) Everything here can be eaten..i can be eaten too. but ttz called 'cannibalism'

haha..funny. the the shorty pple. funny ah,i like!
yet to watch the wedding crashers. abg kater best..nta la eh..

yesa. thurs n fri no skewl! yipee! but obviously gotta do revision for nxt week nyer exams... haiya..

tmr kena turun skola. classmates are performing. SEXY giler sak the dance moves..i bet the audiences will be like "oooh lala" gettin all excited in their seats. cuz we did..hahaha..

time to contact sumone in the wild..

"OINK! OINK oink!! OINK OinK oink oInk!!??!"

- aaaah..there u r.. matair saya! miss u sooooooo much! rOar! u look cute in the new hair cut b..so boyish. oooh i like~ haha. dun worry ok..i'll get a new pair of boots for ur cute trotters nxt time. puma as u'll prefer it. but i can only afford 1 pair. not 2. sorry. so i'll expect u to be on 2feets only instead of ur usual 4 ok b? ala syg~

hahahahahahhahahaha!!!!!!bet u muz be saying.."babi..! wth.." yadiyadiya.. n then u'll say.."k da la,i nk break ngan u.nk matair ngan pompan lain.." hahaha...
DUUUUUSHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OVER my red meat sayang..hahahahah
love u soooooooooo much! kiss kiss dia~

ok la. enuff. satu satu..saya sayang imran. dua dua sayang imran jugak. tiga tiga sayang md zaki. satu dua tiga sayang semuanya.... ok. countdown: 1month to go.

bye all! muacks! lub u all!

2005-08-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

Dear frenz,

today,i went to dhoby ghaut n bugis with my unshaved legs!! haha..hw cool is tt?
first n foremost, i would like to thank sapik for givin us a helpin hand with our little project. nanti Qnemopok bagi sapik epok-epok sardine k? biar extra bawang. jadi..aha. u noe wat'll happen. ok nuff.

pewotz saya sakit giler tadi. attempted to do big business,but it was unsuccessful. now oso still pain. cian saya.. haiya. cian eh kau hAs... tu ah. kesian.. =( but anyway,thnks eh napicah,qucani,nica n capik..for being patient.. sakit dia sakit giler beb..oooooh~ mkn ubat pon tk jln..lembek kaki..heh

yeah! tmr school starts at 10am. cuz teachers ada meeting..meaning can wake up abit later! wohooo!~ but then,tmr still end at 5:30pm. so..wateva la eh.

wanted to catch a movie with matair saya tdy..but he has to attend an all gay chalet at pasir ris. hehe..ok la. itz not an all gay actually. maybe only because of ur presence kot b? heh heh..tak la. ok,enjoy the chalet oteY bebeh? cayang bebeh..!

urmz..THIS..i've gt to announce it to u guys..

" NAFISAH LOVES THE COLOUR PURPLE SOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! "

teheee!! its alrite naf. purple is ok larr.. u see,she even took away my purple pencil,my purple marker and purple highlighter and kept it in her pencil case! she even has purple panties F.Y.I.
TEHEEEE!!!(ketawa mcm matair saya ajar)

aww naF. be proud of wat u love ok? just like nisha. how she adores putting on the red national day t-shirt n singing.."jika kau bercinta lagi...~" n just like how Q's leg always hangs in the air when sitting. n just like me too. oh just how i love my boyfren even though he's a myanmar..ok? hahahahahahhaaahahahahh

ok la. saya nk mandi..nak kai cream for panau. the panau on my legs mcm tk baik2 je..
irritating ah..tak lawa!!!!! sulks. n now i must refrain frm swimming until the panau gets better. damn! ttz gona take months i think. boooooorriiiiingggggg...!!~

ok bye. love u b.. love u..love u..love u..love u..(action mcm echo ah..n the sound mcm fading away..) love u..love u..love u... -fades-

hahaha..merepek. ok chao~

2005-08-03T10:51:00.000+08:00

" we are happy little kids having lotsa fun..happy little kids in school!! there are my different things to do..we learn n play togeeeeetheer!! we can sing and we can dance.. " lalala..

yea!!!! PCA Test Done! NO MORE STRESS! ok la,at least not that stressed. only left with I/V therapy this friday~ wohoo~ PCA paper was ok la. did the paper mcm confident aje..padahal padahal..nta leh pass ke tidak. hek ele..dabes pon. buat bodoh je la. dpt results baru suspense lagi..hah..

we're having 2hrs 30mins break rite nw..lama beb..so yea. we're in the school library nw..shikin is MAD!! she's behaving like one depressed mother *toot*..sobbing loudly n speaking pekat tamil. hahahaha..bacin!~ clown of the group..heh..

haiya,tdy school ends at 6!! nak mati..we'll be goin to dhoby ghaut to print our project..n after tt,PROJECT DONE. can enjoy my weekend!!

ok ..love my b spotilight! muaacks!

2005-07-31T21:41:00.000+08:00

we had nurses day celebration in the campus auditorium ytd. it was HAPPENING shit 'dok'~ haha.. imagine nurses sort of 'clubbing' in broad daylight arnd 10am in the morning? heh. that was fun. dancing in our uniform to all kinds of songs..in the dark auditorium. mcm feeling gi concert. hahaha.. at the end of it,some were thinking.."imagine eh lau matair krg nampak krg tadi..mesti malu giler eh?" hah. ala,lau kiter masih primary skewl..mesti soalan nyer lain..
"imagine eh lau mak bapak krg nampak tadi..mesti kena marah eh?" how time flies.

ok enuff bout nurses.

Bravo to BERANGAN BOYS !!!!

after a loosing streak,at last today they won! 3-1. damn it. damn i wasn't there to watch the game. too tired to wake up man..wooo..this is definitely good news. after so long..yea yea~ keep it up guys.

n yea,tdy is bogeh monster's b'dae! my youngest sis la..tt sarah. 8yrs old oready. we celebrated the 'joyous' occassion at causeway pt's seoul gdn. shocking beb. she ate like 90% vegetables!! padahal all these while it was like her greatest enemy.. tapi tkpe..bagus la. but anyway,tdy was girls bitching day too. wasn't on good term with my other sis, Amirah. frm morning until tadi kiter balik. irritating siak. omg u shud have seen her dressing tdy!!! rabak giler...black normal tshirt. brown ah go go wanabe pants white school socks n BLUE SHOES!!! aaaaargh!! boleh mati sak... i was like.."ee..gi tukar la! slenger sak!" beh dia tanak caya..biar. haha..bacin sak adik saya.

imran n ridzal was at causeway pt too..sebok tau~ hahaha. ala,but at least i get to meet my matair for awhile. lucky he didn't embarass me by putting on tt spotlight. sheesh!~ hahahahahahahahaha.. ala b..where's MY SUIT!

ok. at last ibu bought me a new pair of school shoes! thnks ibuku..muacks

haiya. the panau on my legs..eye sore sak..sungguh tidak lawa. benci ah..haiya.

tmr got school. boring. no la,itz not boring. 2 days till pca test. 5 days till i/v therapy phase test n handing in of the gerontology project. aaaah..

bye la.

2005-07-27T10:38:00.000+08:00

didn't attend school today. planning to stay home & study. the freaking PCA exam in like 7more days n the neverending chapters tt we have to study. mcm maner nk blajar? skola 5day/week. abes lambat giler. by the time balik umah da pancit. weekends are just nt enuff. aargh! n they said tt there'll be a bio test next week too??! WTH? haiya. nangis dulu ah.. hah..
want to study at hm oso tk buleeeeh..my abg spraying his motor parts. bussuk sak bau! n there's a renovation upstairs. grrr~

ok,this is for imran's mum.

happy 50th Bdae !!

stay happy happy always..

so yea. today is our 3months together. love you b..~

kiss kiss

2005-07-25T23:38:00.001+08:00

to my dear 2 otak tak betol frenz,
Nafisah Bte Shamsudin & Syafiq Bin Rahman..

HAPPY CELEBRATING your 7 months HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL !!!!!
stay happy always. and stop being grouchy the two of you. nanti hAs pukul baru tau!

"See, baby I, apologize
For all the things that I've done that I've done
See I've known that I've been a fool for far too long
And baby you have it, I go around to wait, just come back to papa
Please baby, baby won't you stay
If you really love me then why are you leavin me....."

ah..dedicated to korang...haiya~!
weh heh heh....

ok enough bout u two oready..

went to NLB just now..tempat cool sak..besar.. and to nAf..

hey~ did you get molested by an ex old nurse??

hahaha
eerie siak.

did that auntie touch your butt??

muahaha

ok la ok la..shhh

eh titik titik rindu imran tanda seru
hahaa tanda seru best tk lau berbual mcm ni tanda soal

oh ya..my appetite hasn't been very good ever since last friday. wei she ma eh..
lucky there's such things as junk foods, watermelon n ribena.. my survivor kit. heh..
ala..sleepy oready la..ok bye.

imran working..tdy counter so busy.
or izit u're busy admiring ur idoL mr mAwi?
*giggles*
i love you boyfren!
love dia for as long as i want to!
anyone got a problem with that??
hmm hmmm?
hahahaha..

kk. gd nite kengkawanz! kiss u all!

2005-07-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

a HUGE mistake.

time: 1700hrs
day : saturday
at jur library with Dana. wana call teacher..ask sumtin.
(a phone call)

me : hello mdm phyllis tan,this is hasinah.
i jz wana ask,for our upcoming pca test rite..
muz study until where?

P.T: HASINAH ah..watz the date tdy?!

me : urm..23rd july cher?

P.T: IT IS A SATURDAY TODAY! DO YOU ALWAYS CALL YOUR SECONDARY SCH TEACHERS LAST TIME
LIKE THIS ??!!

me : *aargh fuck* ah..no cher..sorry

P.T: SO YOU'RE CALLING ME AT YOUR OWN CONVENIENCE?!!! Y DIDN'T YOU ASK ME YTD IN
SCHOOL???!!!

me : aaah..sorry cher..sorry..

P.T: I'M NOT GONA REPLY TO YOUR QUESTION !!

-org tk sempat ckp apaper..dia tros letak-

Dana was stunned. haha..me? ala..da season.kena marah ngan harimau. hahahah..tapi bingit ah..at least dia bilang dulu pastu marah ke..at least sumtin kan. babi..

did u guys watch madagascar? the part when the lion 'alex' called the police or sumtin when zebra ran away..and the guy at the other end of the phone just heard.. "ROAR ROAR ROAR!!"

Well,itz like tt la if u talk to this teacher. haha....

so,lesson for the day:

'don't call your teachers on a weekend'

watever ah.. heh

2005-07-22T23:56:00.001+08:00

today school ended 1hour earlier again! yeah!! sayang mdm ong! but boohoo!! the cramps i got today was horrible! made me felt so weak in the kness.. jahat jahat. y must girls get it every month. not fair *sulks*

but anyway,i wasn't grouchy at all. ah standard. dun think i have the mood swings unlike some girls who does. i think. haaha..lagi irritating ada ah..kan nisha kan? tehee!

the cramp didn't stop me from joining my grp for our gerontology project. first,we went to harbourfront's macdonald. they have the wireless internet thingy.. cool ehk. i jakun. hahaha! my school pon ada,tapi lembab nk mampos! sat there doing our project till the laptop's battery was completely empty. after tt,all of us was like searching for any power points sak..tt was funny.. at last,decided to go over to 'Qucani'(tehee!) nyer umah..ada napicah,nicah,hacinah,qucani and capik. stayed till nearly 10pm.it was fun doin the project!! in 1 day we managed to collate everything..tinggal nk do the layout n stuffs..n tAdaa!! KAN BAGUS..pastu leh concentrate on our pca exam.

but..nisha..poor her. kena gi kerja pas buat project. penat dia~~ tehee!
ok la..sorry la nisha..abeh aku tkde lagi org nk kacau..

haiya. i'm so dumbstruck nowadays. maybe because of the babi bee cheng hiang matair saya owaez feed me with.i mean..he's actually made of it siak! a bee cheng hiang babi!! really..have u guys ever tasted of buttered babi deng deng..eat that with a cup of uncle jenggot's bandung..heaven tau. haha!consperms masok neraka. matair,u know ur job. hmm..hmmm? u..admin stuffs..neraka.. geddit geddit?? hahahaha

ala..actually i got tons more to write about. but i guess itz just too personal. irritating ah...eh..hAs nk go to ndp... saper ada ticket nk ajak hAs??? pls pls..
hahahahaha!! tk la..jokin jer.

ok la. bye.

matair saya bahbee !! tapi,saya sayang dia banyak skali..cayang cayang cayang!

ok bye.

2005-07-18T10:43:00.000+08:00

before i start babbling bout my thoughts..i'd like to wish my loveliest grandmama a happy 70th bdae! eee..nyai da tua. haha..!

nyai n me!

n here's nuha's perkembangan..

nuha baby n me! she's more of a cry baby now! haha..n her curls..omg..mcm maggi!!! n her cheeks! ooh so chubby! cute nyerrrr~ sayang baby..heh..ok enuff
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naf brought durians to school today. heaven..haha..lau org isap rokok pat tangga skola n leave their cigarette butts..kitorang..mkn durian pat tangga n tinggalkan bau durian behind.aaah..senang pewotz saya..

ah k wateva hAs..

i was wondering..what would happen to singapore if ever a war were to happen? i mean..can u imagine the situation n stuffs..the blasting shootings and sorts.
cuz i heard and saw the fireworks and planes last saturday at padang. quite cool ah. but then again,itz just a thought. skali jadi mcm war of the worlds. haha..in tt movie,they've got grouchy aliens who can't menstruate properly..therefore they need to 'blender' the humans in order to bleed. rubbish ah tt movie. hah..

my current fav song:

i see you looking at me..
like i'm some kind of freak..
and bla bla wat you see..
why dun u do something?

i see you looking at me..
like i got wat u need..
and bla bla wat you see..
why dun u do something?

hahahahahaa..don't you just love britney spears. so talented just like aretha franklin or wateva ah..

B O D O H ! !

HMMm..mengikut statistik yg dikaji oleh Prof. Saya.. nta eh..one of the causes for break ups is bila
-matair pergi NS -> pompan boring& telah dibolayan sikit -> pompan kenali dgn laki lain -> no more matair dgn mr NS.

its a major issue ah seriously.i think. ah nvm. none of my business.

*cheeerssss!!!*
my myanmar's fren..(refer to previous entries for pics) favourite boyband is finally back!!!! he's so excited about it..even bought their CDs,DVDs and he has their Posters all over his room! oh man..

one of the few fav songs...

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete !!!!

teheee!!!!!
myanmar..so cool!

ee boring ah..skola skola skola..test test test..mkn mkn mkn..
frenz..i'm talkin cock.

aaargh bye

2005-07-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

hey kengkawanz..tgnk ni. me n my myanmar fren. cute rite he? anyone wana borrow? *rolls eyes* tehee!

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today was great. lecture ended 1hour earlier(love my teacher!)..so we headed for the pool. oooh..the weather was ok lah..although the end product of my skin colour is like bangla..hah..but who cares? we brought along our goggles! mcm..at last gitu eh.
it was so clear sak underwater. can see butts. n hairy legs of the 2 guys yg buat kwn ngan shikin AJER. hahahaha..wah wah wesst..ala mak..anak nyer tu da single. biarkan je la.. huahaha..

dana semer jahat. they called me 'milo'. just because they said tt when i put on the goggles n swim,i look like the milo advertisement.

"WE ARE NOT SWIMMERS. WE ARE DOLPHINS!!"

so now they wun be calling me 'hasbelo'..instead..it'll be 'hasmilo'
aaah..sembarang la..hAs pon da muda..buat aper lah yg patut k =p

whole body still aching from the strenous sports&wellness lesson on thursday.
kecian saya.. itz like really aching to the max siak. nk bend down pon da mcm org tua.. ='(

imran sweetheart will be busy for the WHOLE day of tmr. duty yg benda ndp.so.. hmm..what shall i do eh? go out with md zaki? or..mm..just hang out with my community..tepi tepi lalang tu or laze at hm..which is mcm unlikely ah.heh..
hahaha..ala b..sayaaang dia. kiss~

n ya~ i passed my bio test! wohoo..tkpe tetap grouchy utk 15minutes ah cuz i expected better marks. but nvm..it was gd enuff. ok la,i'm bored n i have no idea wat to write.
ok bye!